HA! You really thought that was the end! Fuck that. I'm gonna miss these guys so much. Also thank you to whoever it was that made a comment on the beetle, I love you forever.
"No fucking way!" Daisy screams. "Harry!" We both jumped in the middle of that dance floor in seconds. Not a second later we were both screaming the words with the drinks safe in hand.
I'm not even sure why we both decided this was the song we were going to memorise. But here we were. Dancing like we were at some sort of disco.
I was far too drunk to dance any longer once this song finished.
I said that last time too but this time I think I mean it. Maybe. I'm weak so who knows.
We were leaving soon anyway because I missed Vienna and we had class tomorrow. I still had to deal with my dad.
But right now I was busy.
It's an actual miracle that I have a boyfriend. I'm not entirely sure how it's happened.
All I know is that if he tries to escape I'll lock him in my bedroom. "Guys we have to leave!" Marz laughs as we drag her into the dancing.
"I can remember that when I was a little youth..."
"Oh no fuck that we're staying." Hero yells. Dancing around with Izzy. Izzy had been showing Tyler and Hero the music we had on the radio and it turns out, they've heard of maybe three songs out of all of them.
Those songs were usually Arctic Monkeys, that's only because Tyler likes them.
"Okay come on! Dance your way out!" When Zayn tells us to leave, that's when we know we've reached our limit.
We just danced our way home like always. Louis held me up as I talked shit. "You've face is- you like have such- your face is nice."
"Thank you baby." Izzy dragged Daisy in who was just as drunk. "I love you so bad." He kisses the top of my head. "Up the stairs. Say goodnight."
"Good morrow!" I wave at them all. Stumbling into Viennas bedroom. "Louis, shh.. she's sleeping." Sitting down on the floor next to her bed. I brush the hair from her face. "She's so beautiful. I don't think I've ever had this much love in my life before."
"Yeah?" I rest my head against her bed. "Louis I love you both so much. I think I could cry. You're so beautiful and sweet and nice to me and you kiss me. You guys make me wanna dance and smile and I love you so much."
He carries me off to bed after a very long forehead kiss to Vienna.
Both of us falling into the bed like we were about to pass out. "Louis I don't want to sleep. I want to talk to you. Forever and ever. Can I talk?"
"Forever and ever." He tucks the hair behind my ear. "Did you know that there's a beetle out in the desert that has an exoskeleton?"
"I did not know that. That's cool." I kiss the palm of his hand. "You're so pretty. I wanna kiss you forever. I can't kiss you and talk but I want to do both until I die."
"One after the other." He raises his eyebrows. I giggled into my hand, turning onto my back, watching him lean over. "Saying this while you're drunk is a dick move but I'm bitch made so who cares."
"Is your name not actually Louis?" He smiles. "It is. But that's not what I'm trying to tell you." I brush my finger over his lip. "What is it?"
"I love you." He didn't even rush. He said it like he meant it. "You do?"
"A lot. With my whole heart. I love you." He leans in, pressing his nose to mine. "There's a planet called meth. It's a toxic planet, ironically."
"My god you're fucking weird. I love it. Why are you spewing out nonsense?" He squints. "I love you. I mean it." He says. "That's why I'm spewing out nonsense. This is the best day of my life and I haven't even had anything bad happen to me today. This is crazy."
"I very much doubt this is the happiest day of your life." He says. "Until we get married. This is the best day ever. You said I love you a son you meant it- oh my god that's really gay actually. I love you. Did you know I love you?"
"You've mentioned it a couple times yeah. I love you too." I screech. "Oh my god. It's so much cuter when you say it. Say it again."
"I love you." Grabbing his face, I kiss him hard. "Say it again." I said between kisses. "I love you."
"Oh my god it's even better like this. Fuck. I love you. Say it again." I was using this to my advantage. "I love you." I'd make him say it until I fell asleep if I had to. "I love you too. You obedient little slut."
"Hey, I was being nice." I hug him into my chest. "And I was telling the truth. Need I remind you of the other day?"
"You don't have to. I think about it enough already. We need to sleep, come on. He misses my nose. Moving to the side of me with his arms out."
"Am I a dog to you?" I asked, moving into my side. "No. This is just how I've programmed myself to sleep. You hug yourself into me and I pretend that I'm trapped. I like it. Don't take it away from me it's all I have."
"There's so much there that needs to be taken to a therapist." I hugged into him anyway. Kissing his chest as I started to fall asleep. "I love you." He whispered. "You mean it?"
"Sometimes." He laughs. "Bastard." He brushes his hands through my hair, kissing my forehead over and over until my eyes got heavy. "I love you so much." I mumbled out. "I know baby, I know."
"So so much. I love you so much." I was actively trying to fight this sleep. "Baby, go to sleep. I'll be here in the morning too. I love you."
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I think I'll leave it here. Just because everything is all good.
But they go back to college and live normal lives.
Got a new book about cars and awesome stuff like red vines. Super excited.
