Tyler had been staying with Hero a lot more, recently. Daisy hadn't been coming in here that often, which meant that Louis had been here all the fucking time.
It was nice, but he's always grabbing me in his sleep and I'm not even sure if he knows. "Stop moving so much." He mumbled. "There's no way."
He takes in a sharp breath, sitting up slowly. "Morning sunshine." He groans at me, dropping his hand over my face. "Stop talking."
"You're very grabby in your sleep." He hums out a laugh. "Nice."
"It would've been fine if you weren't fucking, minus 3 degrees." He rolls his eyes. "You're so dramatic." He kisses me, smiling. "Yeah? I'm being dramatic. This is what I felt at three o'clock this morning."
Grabbing his hand, I pushed it past his underwear watching him jolt to the side. "Yeah. I was not being dramatic, you need to keep your hands inside the blanket."
"I groped you in my sleep. That's really bad actually. I'm sorry." I shrugged. "It would've been fine if you weren't, that cold."
"Does this happen a lot?" I nod. "Fuck. I'm sorry." He leans up, kissing my cheek over and over. "It's fine. Really. Don't think about it too much."
I turn his head, kissing him but trying not to think about it myself. I think I might've actually liked it. Thinking back to it now just made me feel fucking weird.
I move him up on to my lap, pushing his thighs down until he was on me. "Where did your shirt go?" He asked. "I got really warm."
Grabbing his hips, I flip him onto his back, kissing his neck. "Harry-"
"I know." Pressing my hand over his boxers, I heard the shaky breath and then my heart started working overtime. "Fuck, Harry- Harry I'm seriously not- fuck."
"You're thinking too much." He shook his head. "I'm not thinking at all but I just- I don't want you to think I- I don't know."
"I started it. Stop talking." My mind went blank, all I knew was that I liked touching him more I liked being touched. I loved being touched, but having him in my hands and having him this weak was making me dizzy.
Luckily I did have lube, I'm not sure what I'd bought it for, but I guess it has a purpose now. "It's cold." He says, still out of breath for whatever reason. "You'll survive."
Pushing his legs up, I kissed his gently, pushing myself in until he hand his cold hands on my hips. "Fuck- I can't."
"You want me to move slowly?" He nods. "Please." Oh god, I've never actually felt this needy before. I would've let him top me if I wasn't already wanting this.
I moved slower, watching his every move while he lays with his eyes closed. "You're doing so well. I'm pretty much in now."
Circling my thumb over his tip, I watched him entire body react. Covering his face with the pillow. "I'll stop." I move the pillow from his face. Leaning down to kiss him.
I started to move a little quicker because I could feel my dick starting to get soft. His moans vibrated against my lips and his nails dug into my back.
After he'd grabbed me, I'd spaced out. There wasn't a single thing that could remember. All I knew was that cum tasted awful and I do in fact enjoy being hurt.
My back was burning but I liked it so it didn't matter. I keep touching him just to hear the desperate little moans. "Stop it."
"Fine." Getting changed wasn't an easy task, it seemed worse for Louis than it was for me. But I still struggled. "You want some weed?" I asked. "Wow, you know, it's a surprise you don't just have girls lined up waiting to be fucked."
"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked, sitting back against the wall just to feel the cold against my back. "You have sex and then two minutes later you're rolling. That's the only way I could honestly tell you'd just had sex. That and Hero would've been up here in about three minutes."
"Yeah but she won't be up here this time. Hold that." He holds the paper, letting the filter fall onto the bed. "Sorry. Why won't she be up here?"
"Cause kicking you out is rude. I can't have you hearing our private conversations now can I." My arms were weak and I felt like I could've fallen asleep at any point. "Fair enough. So, what? You just have sex, get high and then have your weird conversations with Hero?"
"Then I go and make food and eat that food, then I fall asleep for like an hour before I remember I have work to do and then I'm half high trying to remember the password to my laptop." He hums. "You live such a fun life."
"Used to be worse, I'd have sex, sit there for an hour after she left, then I'd get high, then I'd sleep. Then it would repeat. College just made it less depressing."
"Hero made it less depressing. You would've been in a ditch if she hadn't made it her mission to talk to you. The fuck is this?"
"Packs the stuff in." He hums. "Yeah no I don't know shit about nothing. You ever done anything weird while you were high?"
"Made a bong out of an apple. It worked but I forgot about the apple for a few months. Oh I also, one time tried to talk to Marz, which doesn't seem that weird. But at the time she was like, majorly depressed and just constantly tried to fight anybody that talked to her."
"Jesus, what got her out of that?" I laughed. "Uh, the second thing I've I tried to talk to her while I was high. Yeah she was- mean. Oh my god I'm so tired. Maybe I should make the food first."
"Or, make the food and smoke at the same time." I grab the back of his head, kissing him, not as gently as he'd prefer. "You are a genius. You go with me."
"Oh my god it smells like sex in here." Hero said. "Are they not asleep?" Tyler pops his head around the back of the door. "He's got weed."
"He's always got weed." Damn it. "Oh my god, he's just had sex and he didn't call me up after. You bitch." I shrugged. "Sorry."
"We're going down to the beach, you wanna go?" Daisy asked. "Sure." It's a good thing I rolled two. "You up for it?" I asked Louis. He nods. "You can buy food."
"You're so smart, baby." I jump up from the bed, grabbing my shoes and almost tripping.
"You sure you didn't already smoke?" Hero laughs. "No I just actually finished." I'd gotten a collective ew from everybody other than Hero. "Dude what the fuck." Tyler said.
"What? You never had sex before Tyler? It's okay, I'll only judge you in my head." He rolls his eyes. "Why is this the topic of conversation with my girlfriend? Do you- is this what you talk about?"
"No, sometimes we talk about, other people. I don't think me talking to my friend about things is actually something you can be jealous about." He scoffs. "I'm not jealous- did you just say the word friend?"
"No." I lied. "You fully did." Marz laughed. "Whatever, shut up. Either way, you need to get over yourself because you are on that list." He turns to face Hero, she shrugs. "He's right."
He was staring at me like I was trying something. "Tyler, I. Do. Not. Like. Women."
"Hm, it's a rouge." Flicking his forehead, I walk him out towards the exit. "You're a fucking melt." Louis cackles. "You're fucking dumb as shit. You can't just call people that."
"I literally just did." Pulling Zayn into a headlock, kiss his cheek. "What's up you little virgin." Zayn smacks the top of my head. "I am not a virgin. Get off me!"
