I know I keep adding people but I just love people so much. I'm a sucker for a big family. My boyfriend says it's my greatest weakness. But he hates pasta so I refuse to even consider his options as something I need.
I can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes all I can see is that fucking thing.
I was stood in the graveyard, watching her mother's casket lower. All of us stood quietly as she held my hand.
I can't keep her away from things like things, she deserves to grieve this, but I wish it hadn't happened.
She hadn't slept either. I've been showing her around everywhere. Giving her all types of foods to try. I've made so many foods you'd think I was cooking for a country.
I'd boxed and gone round to give it out, but she was quite a good eater. She liked almost all of the foods I'd made. She just didn't enjoy the taste of pork.
Which worked out because none of the others did either. "You did good with this," Diana says. "This was something she deserved. We need to be sure she lives a good life. Okay?"
"She will. He's losing. Everything he's done, all of it, it's going to be gone." She gave me that smile that I'd prayed for from my mother. "I'm so proud of you." Somebody tugs on my blazer.
I turned, looking down to find her stood there with her little pigtails. "Thank you for letting her rest." She said softly. "Of course. Come on, let's go and get some food."
We walked, it was a quiet walk, it was quiet at the table too. Then it started to play, both me and Louis had looked up at each other with the same look.
She was ticking her head, colouring in her paper with her tongue sticking out.
Then she stopped, looked up at me and nodded. My smile growing so wide it almost hurt. "Your mum would've loved it."
This was the first song she'd heard, we never got around to showing her music.
So it seemed quite fitting to give her the name. "Vienna." She'd grown attached to Louis also. Everybody does, but when I'd walked into the room this morning she was lay on him like a cat staring out the window.
I was almost sure he was humming this song to her this morning. I guess it really wasn't meant to be. "Vienna?" James asked. "Yeah." Louis said. "That's so cute. It fits you well."
"Yay." She squeaks out. Her and Tyler both eat the same way, they both used their entire hand to push the food into their mouths.
It was such a strange thing to see happen. They were mirroring each other. She was just sat on my lap eating like I didn't feed her half an hour ago. "They're the same person." Hero said.
"Literally. Oh by the way that house Louis bought is done. We can move in now. So once we've been to the beach and Tyler's gotten his energy out, we can go. I'm gonna take angel over the coast roads first, just give her a little time to calm down."
"Okay. That'll fun for you. That's also how he gets Daisy to sleep." Chase laughed. "He bought a car seat, cut has hello kitty on it."
"Oh that's cute. Make sure he doesn't pick all the music. Go against it." Daisy said. "You guys are really annoying actually. Maybe I'll leave now." Isadora ran in, jumping over the seat and sitting on Daisy. "Hello- oh, what?"
"Oh this Vienna. She's the kid Daisy called you about. This is my sister Isadora." She waves. "Hello." Isadora waves back. "Hi."
"So you have a girlfriend, and he has a boyfriend?" Isadora laughs. "Yeah, I- I, guess."
