Secretly in love

46| She's Ice but so hot.

Ice told me everything, from the moment she received the email back at Denver also the very reason why her attention was all in the phone.

"So it means that you was busy the whole day in phone because of that?" I asked, sounding so shocked.

"Yes, why?"

It made me shut my mouth after feeling embarrassed from what I was thinking.

"Summy what do you think I was busy about?"

Now I'm utterly nervous and hoping that my whole face is not turning red from embarrassment.

"Did you thought that I was talking to someone else?"

I pushed the lump in my throat and watched how her eyes narrowed. "Well I thought you were talking to someone and I overheard you saying something like 'let's keep it a secret and I'm gonna tell her but not now'" I quoted from her conversation.

She perked her brows "I'm gonna cheat on you right in front of our family?"

I shrugged in loss of what to say "I mean....uhm...I don't know?"

She heaved a deep sighed but her expression was relaxed "I promised to your dad that I will never gonna hurt his daughter" of why my heart melted after hearing it.

Ok I'm utterly speechless right now and also feeling so guilty and embarrassed for accusing her that she's talking to someone else.

"Summer I've been only looking to you for a very long years so why will I throw it away after getting you?"

Ice is making me feel things. Things that is making my heartbeat faster.

I watched her standing up from her seat and moving right in front of me with both of her hands wrapping around my waist "I will never risked what we have right now over a short curiosity to someone else" then leaned down to peck a kiss in my lip "always remember that"

Ok I'm definitely melting right now. Just one look, one smile and her soft spoken and my world turned upside down.

"Now let's talk about what will happen" she says that instantly makes me saddened.

We're just starting our new relationship, of why we're already being challenged?

"You trust me right?" She seriously asked.

But it took me everything to answer and she knew that I was hesitant "Trust me Summer because I will trust you too baby" she says after cupping my cheeks.

"You will call me" I say in weak tone, in verge of breaking from holding my tears.

This is the first time that we will part ways and honestly, I don't know how to feel about it. How will I handle it, how will I cope without her because I'm so used of being with Ice for 8 years and without her, it feels like she's taking part of me with her.

"I will call you, update you and send you a lot of pictures and you will too" I nodded but unawarely dropping a tear that her thumb attended.

"No girls or boys or anyone" I strictly stated in knitting brows.

"Yes maam" I smiled but still aching in pain "I'm gonna be with Anderson all the time and for sure he will not tolerate things like those and also Carlisle will kill me"

"She's moving there too?"

".....yes" when she says that, her expression changes to hesitation and to the way she's staring at me "you can....visit anytime"

I nodded.

"I will sure do maybe after Gigi and I job interview to the hotel"

She frowned and all the softness transitioned to stern.

"You two are going to be in one job? I thought you're going back to Denver?"

I shrugged, I forgot to tell her that we talked earlier before going home. "Changed of plan. Ally's boyfriend invited us for interview with Vero as well"

It took her moment of silence and just staring at me with unreadable thoughts "you will call me" she flatly stated.

And all suddenly the sweet affection together with her hands wrapped around was gone and back to her nonchalant self with those cold eyes.

But I don't want to ruin our sweet moments just because of her changed mood so with all the courage, I leaned forward to kiss her shortly then smiled but apparently Ice still giving me a blank look.

I guess she's not in the mood.

"I'm just gonna do some dinner" and about to stand up not when she halted me and pulling me back to sit before her lips locked on mine.

Ice is definitely a kiss addict and so am I.

She cupped my cheeks while kissing me softly and the more we do it, the more I learned and brave enough to match her kisses.

But not when her kiss is getting deeper, more tongues whilst I'm running out of air but she lightly bit my lower lip before breaking away and I don't know why all suddenly, I like the feeling.

It is intense and hot.

And right now we're both panting, catching our breath.

"You will kiss no one like that" she says while tracing her thumb to my numbing lips.

Of why my whole face is hot and have the feeling like I might looking red right now.

She bit her swollen lower lip and it is so hard not to look at it. Of how it is so inviting. "Look at me and answer"

"Yes" I say, gauging her serious gaze.

"Yes what?" she impatiently stated.

"I will not kiss no one else" it feels like she's hypnotizing me from the way my heart is beating so damn fast while staring back at her.