I still cannot believe that I'm dating my best friend. This still feels like daydreaming and what is crazier? Both of our family are happy about it, even my strict papa approved our relationship.
"Summy stop staring, I can't concentrate" she caught me staring endlessly when I thought all her attention was on the laptop.
Ice sighed before closing the laptop then swiftly took off the eyeglasses. I swear that even her nerd side is hot and for a lot of reason I'm definitely gay panicking right now, "what is it?" her brows raised, waiting for a respond "Summer, let's talk about us. I know you have a lot of question"
She's right. Somehow, I want clarification from our messy roller coaster relationship back in San Diego and before going back, I want answers.
But how can I concentrate if she's staring at me like anytime I'm going to melt in this bed while she's sitting in my swivel, in front of me and looking like she wants to make me fall in love harder.
"Go ask me anything" she says then leaned against the swivel with that intimidating gaze.
How are you so perfectly gorgeous?
Erased. Erased. Be serious Summer August. But I'm dating my best friend for real! How can I even move on to that? My long time crush, my first crush and the very first girl I fell in love secretly is now my girlfriend?
"Summer" she calls out.
I cleared my throat to get ready then adjusted my legs in criss cross.
"......are you sure that you don't like Jaden or Bree or anyone that I'm not aware lining up?" she smiled even though I'm dead serious to my question.
"I'm not aware about other names but I'm sure that I don't see them at all" Ok. Way more to make my heart skips a beat but trying hard not to show how she can easily gets me foolishly thrilled. "and to be clear, Jaden didn't like me and likewise. I'm still wondering even right now of how you didn't notice that he likes you when it is so obvious"
My mouth hanged open after she says that but snorted after it sinks in "impossible" but she's looking serious, her gaze were sharper than earlier "you're always together Ice?"
"He likes you Summer so I told him not to pursue you. That I'll just give him someone but not you....and that is Bree, that's why we hang out a lot because I'm introducing them to each other and helping Jaden to Bree so his attention will be on someone" of why her explanation is making me melted right now.
I checked the AC and it is on but my body is both burning and numbing with my cheeks flushing red....
"Your turn" she says in serious note "what about Gigi?"
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Secretly in love
Teen FictionI met her in high school, we started as frenemies then turned out best friends and for 8 years of being with her, my heart started to secretly fell in love to my bestfriend but what's the catch? --She's straight while I hide inside the closet.