𝐘𝐔𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐍 : 𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄 (𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟐) : 𝐉𝐉𝐊 𝐅𝐅

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Nayna pov

I don't think I can go to my parents this Friday because I have already made up plans for this weekend. I promised Daeun that we can go for a shopping or an outing as she feels suffocated from all the workload that she has.

As a middle class earning women, we always prefer the sale days and window shopping because that's really cool especially when you got a friend like Daeun who finds minute mistakes and make it a big deal. Sometimes I can't with this lady!

Feeling so good for the upcoming weekend, I texted my father about the same, but definitely I will have a face-time with them because they are a vital part of my life without whom I can't live for.

It's already Friday and as usual, I was the last one to leave the company, but today Mr. Jeon left earlier than usual, I mean that's quite rare of him to do so.

It was 6.30PM and I knew if I stay here for some more minutes until it gets dark, then the panic will wash over me because of the sudden loneliness inside the company and the darkness. So I collected all of my stuffs and made my way towards the bus station to catch my bus.

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I don't know if my life is boring, but sometimes I do feel it is. I don't have any exciting element in my life, it's all same, going for work daily, working diligently - my eyes always fixed on the computer screens, managing and checking our progress and capital, client meetings and reports. At weekends, the same old shits.

I think I lost the purpose of my life and it is so boring but I don't know what I should do to make it exciting either, maybe I should change my perspective towards this life.

But I can't make it up why and how in the world this thought crossed my mind suddenly out of nowhere. Is it because of today's interaction with Mr. Jeon? Trust me I felt so dead when he touched me after so long. I felt eternity when I looked at his doe beautiful eyes, when he held me and helped me to wear my heels even when I made a fool of myself.

I felt so respectful for the gentleman he is at the way he took my heel and helped me to wear it. Of course he is triggering my memories and I couldn't help but think of all those memories we made together.

My heart still races at the fact that his veiny hands wrapped around my waist and I could still feel the warmth, but at the end we deliberately had to shut down the eternal feeling as he spat the truth by advising me not to be so clumsy. Okay, I accept that he was right, but he could have chosen some nice words.

That's when a sudden pain hit my lower stomach. I couldn't help but clutch my stomach and immediately I looked at my phone.

Damn! My periods!

I stood up from my couch immediately and looked down to check if I stained the couch, but luckily I didn't.
I rushed towards my bathroom to do my business.

Now it clicked me why I had a sudden change in my mood. I was being so optimistic, enjoying my life with the few people I have, but suddenly came to a conclusion that my life is boring and then landed on Mr. Jeon's interaction.

Seriously this roller coaster of emotions that we have to face during periods is something which I can't understand why.
And that's it, another wave of pain hit my lower stomach and my lower back, not able to withstand any pain, I think I should lay on my bed and try to sleep. The first three days of the period days are going to be hard and I should be prepared for anything.

But when I closed my eyes, another wave of pain hit me making me hiss and I carefully laid on my stomach giving it a pressure so that I can withstand the pain and without me noticing, I slowly fell asleep.