𝐘𝐔𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐍 : 𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄 (𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟐)

C H A P T E R : 21

Nayna pov

I barged inside my own apartment and sat with a thud on the couch contemplating what the heck I did few hours ago. From where did I get the courage to literally kiss my boss forcefully with whom I just broke up and I really hate that adrenaline rush I had in me.

Fuck the rush I had!

I don't know what was going on inside my mind when I kissed him out of the blue and I could see it in his face that he was taken aback either and wasn't in a position to defend himself from my attack. Yes, literally I attacked my boss and I can be charged on sexual assaults.

What if he sues me? God this is getting worse now.

What if he fire me without a prior notice? If so, then I'll be jobless and how am I going to pay my bills? How can I even ask for the loan because no bank would grant me one because I'm a jobless freak. Even if I keep my apartment as a mortgage to the bank, how am I going to pay the money back?

I Clutched my hair into a fist as I was overthinking about the worst possibilities. I don't know what am I thinking right now because all I did was thinking of the worse.

Fuck it! How am I gonna face him?

Glad that I applied for the sick leave for two days. But what if my ration for the sick leave gets over when I really need it?

God! That kiss literally destroyed my peace of mind and sanity. I am being insane and thinking of things that doesn't even make a sense. I wonder how can I connect a kiss to me getting bankrupted.

I feel like jumping off a cliff into the Atlantic Ocean so that I'll be frozen to death, isn't it quite gross?

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Not able to think right, I removed my heels and thought of taking a bath, maybe that can help.

I stripped out of my clothes and literally threw it on my laundry basket. Guess I gained some weight because of the foods that I had been eating lately, but it's okay, I love my body and my curves.

I took my towel and walked into the shower while humming a song which, in a way helped me up. I rubbed the loofah on my body and the white cloudy-puffy lather covered my entire body. How badly I wish myself to be inside a bath tub filled with lukewarm water that can calm me.

Well, I guess I need to install it in my bathroom when I become capable of it. The warm water from the shower cleared the lather from my body making my skin glisten with the uncountable comforting droplets.

Feeling so fresh, I grabbed my towel and started drying my hair. Since my hair is long that it reaches near my waist, it takes some time to dry it with the towel. Since I'm not a great fan of hair dryer, I don't use it unless it is necessary.

I wore my undergarments and wore my shorts that reached just above my knees and wore a black hoodie because the weather keeps getting chilly day by day and I love warmth of my clothes during winters.

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Its been a while since I had some nice home-cooked food  and the next thing that came to my mind was the kimchi that my mother sent me. Maybe I can make something good out of it.

Determined to make my dinner, I searched my fridge to gather some vegetables and the left over rice.
Maybe kimchi fried rice, stir fried pork with a bowl of salad can fill up my stomach.
I grabbed the necessary ingredients and started my cooking. The entire room was filled with the delicious aroma of the food that I was making.