𝐘𝐔𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐍 : 𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄 (𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟐) : 𝐉𝐉𝐊 𝐅𝐅

C H A P T E R : 22

Jungkook pov

It's been two days since I saw her and I feel weird as if I miss her. Well, I do miss her because whenever I pass by the main corridor my eyes falls on her cubicle and finds it empty and for some moment I feel restless, but I can't blame her though because anyone in her shoes would have done the same thing — going on a temporary exile, but the recent unexpected meet up made me feel elated especially when she stumbled on me near to the park when I was on my way to the gym.

I never knew that we lived quite near. But, that's really good though, maybe it can help us improve the relationship we had, but what if she stop coming to the park? well sometimes I don't really get her and since it's been few years, maybe I lost that telepathy with her and I know I have to work so hard to re-establish the lost communication and telepathy we had.

Also, I never expected to see her in a most raw form because even in her raw form she looked so beautiful with those long free hairs that reached out till her waist, a black hoodie with a shorts with absolutely no makeup. Her lips were so pink that for a moment it was hard for me to direct my eyes elsewhere from her lips because I found myself dwelling more into her beauty. She might not be the most beautiful woman for the world, but to me, I never saw someone who is as beautiful as Nayna. Indeed I was surprised to see a Nayna who I used to see back then whenever we did a face time Or when I visited her home with my friends.

I really miss our golden days where my crew used to accompany me to her home because my sole purpose was to spent some good time with her in private. Even though our frequent visit weren't much appreciated by her parents initially just because we were boys, to be precise 5 boys and a girl in total, visiting her, but soon we developed a nice relationship with her parents which was a genuine one.

Once we finish with our greetings and welcoming, we used to head towards the first floor of her home and occupied her guest room which had a balcony that faced the backyard of her home. Of course as a developing or budding couples, we used occupy the secret balcony - talking, bickering or sometimes stealing few kisses from each other, while the boys used to mess around and they gave us signals once her parents visit us. 

Well, we risked it all back then and the way they used to tease me made me so shy. I was a guy who never shy around, but whenever Nayna's topics comes up, anyone can easily find me blushing up so hard and smiling like a fool.

Indeed those were the days of love and youth  and I really hate the life I lead now, sometimes I feel like it's so meaningless, but I started believing that I have a purpose in my life the day she joined the company. Even though I appear to be ignoring her and that I forgot everything, only I know how hard I had to control myself because I know the struggle I had to go through in her absence.

As usual, I arrived early to the work and was going through the mails, but I have this sensation in my heart which is making me so restless. I just don't get it why am I not able to initiate a move because whenever I try, it will turn out into a staring competition where I find my mouth refusing to form words and me struggling hard to open it or else, someone or something will come up our way because of the usual office stuffs.

I know that having a private conversation in office isn't a great idea especially when things are so awkward between us and the lack of privacy will be a hindrance for a heart to heart talk, also, inviting her to a place requires bravery which I don't think I have it in me because I have fucked up the matter to a point that there's a chance she might deny coming with me or will have developed a hate towards me.

Jeez I really miss the old me!

I checked the time at my wrist watch, it was 8AM and I am expecting her soon in my cabin because we have an official meeting with Williams today, I mean with Cathy as part of our stepping stone of the project. It's our day one and as far my experience taught me, I shouldn't be more excited because in every business that we do, there are many chances of a last minute withdrawal and everything can be at a loss. We must always have a plan B and a buffer with which we can be stable enough. Since it's a partnership project, there can be many disputes Or disagreement to each other's opinion and since it's Cathy, I guess I might lose my mind because the thing that I hate most is dragging the personal things in business.