𝐘𝐔𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐍 : 𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄 (𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟐) : 𝐉𝐉𝐊 𝐅𝐅

C H A P T E R : 20

Jungkook pov

What the heck did happen just now? I was caught in a daze where there was no room for thinking, all I felt was floating in the air, weightless as a feather which is detached from the Angel's wings - A special feather which has a special purpose of it's own.

I could feel my heart slowly getting it's pace back to normal because for a moment it was on a marathon run. I saw her rushing out of the store room and I didn't had any energy left in me to stop her and ask her to explain herself. All I did was to feel it all over again, her musky lavender scent, her soft hands on my face, her soft full lips on my lips and the way her soft face was pressed against mine. I closed my eyes for a moment to feel the bliss, that heavenly feeling which I had years back when we shared our first kiss together resurfaced again and I couldn't help but smile and touch my lips softly to feel a tiny patch of wetness of her lips on mine.

I licked my lips to taste her because that reflex action of Nayna was so sudden that I stiffened as a statue. How badly I wanted to kiss her all these years and when she finally took the initiative I was a stupid to not kiss her back giving her a sense that I didn't like to be kissed by her when in reality I was dying to.

Whenever I look at her after she joined, my attention was dragged by her lips that were painted in wine red. Her lipstick shade indeed made me crazy because that defined every corners of her lips. A girl who always was on lip balms and nude shades of lipstick suddenly changed to shades of red colours and that itself can make the boys crazy over her and I'm being one.

I always encaged this demon inside me because if not controlled, I would have kissed her by now. That's when a realization hit me that I'm at the store room. I felt hot because I was in my full suit dress. I checked myself for any lipstick patch and walked out of the store room making sure that nobody saw me and even if they did, do I really care? No! Because I'm the boss and can walk around the building of which I'm the owner.

I walked towards my cabin with a straight face but inside my heart, a long soundly procession of feelings were going on and I couldn't help but smile when I closed the cabin door behind me. I removed my suit jacket and arranged it neatly on my chair and started thinking at the way she marched back to me, held my face and kissed me. She didn't suck my lips and I badly want to feel it now.

I loosened my collar along with the tie because I was feeling so hot. The sudden increase in the temperature of my blood that always ran cold on my veins got a boost up because of the kiss and it is pumping a lot to each and every corner of my body making me feel so warm.

I never thought I needed this, but when she finally kissed me, I'm not letting it go as it is. I wasn't sure of myself these years and when she joined my company, all I could feel was insecure. Insecure of her, us and my cold attitude, maybe I pushed her away a lot, was harsh with her and have hurted her a lot, even today. But not again! I'm sure of my feelings now because the sudden blood pump to my brain made me think so wisely and rationally that I understood that she's the person with whom I can spend my life with.

It was always her and I wished I have met her earlier, then I wouldn't have become a playboy back then. Well I might be behaving like an hyperactive kid now, but whatever it is, it is my first time feeling something like this as if I'm dying to get it back. As a person who always was 'I always get what I want', I'm going to inculcate the same again even if that means getting harsh rejections, harsh and cold replies from her. Well I do deserve it and I can't blame her either. Maybe I need those to realize how fucking irritating I was.

Well, it's not like I don't know her way of rejections because I'm well aware of each and every thing that she would say and do. Even if that means I have to goof around her, as the boy I used to be, I'm ready for it because I can't loose this opportunity. Guess I'm going to struggle a lot to get back the essential person of my life without which I'm incomplete, even if that takes me to go through her harsh treatment, I'm up for it because I have risked it all back then to win her and if that means I have to do it all again, I'm gladly willing to.