𝐘𝐔𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐍 : 𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄 (𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟐) : 𝐉𝐉𝐊 𝐅𝐅

C H A P T E R : 17

Jungkook pov

Thought dinner with my parents was a bliss but it made things more difficult for me because of the sudden weight that have been put on my shoulders.

JK corporates had been always my dream and the blood, sweat and tears that I shed for these 3 years came out to be fruitful especially when the gross working capital of the company increased by 24%. I have been getting more exposure to the companies abroad and inside of Korea making me the richest businessman, without any external help from my father or from Jeon Corporates.

But the sudden decision of my parents for the merging of Jeon Corporates, the company which my family owned and JK corporates that I owned, fucked up things because I don't think I have the capability to look after a vast company with double the workers, commitments, deals than the ones I have now.

I tried my level best to put this down and the Cold War between my father and me were still intact that I felt it would hurt our pride, but my mother had already foreseen this and made the required legal arrangements which I clearly denied, but her words left an impact in me.

"How long are you going to punish us with this Jungkook ? It's been more than 3 years and we thought you forgave us and moved on from our acts. Just as other parents, we are proud of the way you flourished as a successful young billionaire businessman who paved his own way, but it hurts to see my son and husband being so childish. Just do it for us Jungkook".

Her words ringed inside my ears every now and then and the thing is I never knew I was punishing them as she claimed to be. Of course leaving Korea for higher studies was my father's decision on which I didn't had a word and involving Nayna partly in my denial to go abroad forced me to develop a dislike towards him, but that drove me to the level that I made my own company and shine bright among the big fishes of business.

But I'm happy at the progress in the relationship with my parents I made because finally I saw my father smile whole heartedly at me and we hugged each other. To be honest, I missed my only role model a lot and resting my chin on his shoulders, I felt so protected just as how I felt when I hugged him as a child. Still, I feel that he's my superman and the man who showed me how to face different phases of life.

I became so emotional and felt that finally I'm getting back all those missing pieces from my life except for the one whom I'm hopeless about. I have pushed her away and everything happens for a reason, but I'm in a rush to make one so that I can shove her away from me, but at the same time I feel like I should gain her back at any cost because after getting back to my parents, I have this hope of making everything alright and believe I can change my cold nature, especially towards her.

I had my dinner with them and thought of staying at my parent's tonight because today I don't want to be alone. I walked towards my room and opened it slightly only to see a clean tidy bedroom. Many fresh memories of my childhood hit me and I'm so glad to find my things that I used back before still in its places.

A chuckle left my mouth when I compared the room it used to be as anyone could find a pair of socks or boxers lying on the floor and dishevelled bedsheets.

But now, not only my personality, but my taste in cleanliness and tidiness too changed. I walked towards the wardrobe to find few of my clothes hanging at the hanger and I couldn't help but smile at the collection of my favorite Black outfits - Jeans, Tee, Shirts, Hoodies and Jackets without which I never went on a date with Nayna.

I ran my fingers on those clothes and took one sweatpant for the night and that's when my gaze fell on the specific drawer, a drawer in which I kept my entire memories of good golden days before leaving for London. I opened it and saw a pair of diaries, few special pens, a chain that Nayna gifted me back then and 2-3 pen drives. I took the pen drives as I have the strong urge to revisit those days of happiness that I thought was permanent in my life. I kept it on the neat bed and thought of freshening up before indulging into my world. I removed my shirt and looked myself at the mirror.