Loving The Envy

Ch. 24

Over the next couple weeks Envy has been attempting to avoid me. I say attempting cause she doesn't answer my calls or texts but I go over her house everyday. I can tell she doesn't want to let me in but she's seen the consequences.

I beat up that guy she had over and from my understanding he's completely left her alone. Though there is a new but old thorn in my side. Alec, he's ALWAYS calling and texting Envy.

I am currently on the way to her house. She has been ignoring me all day. She knows that this week has been particularly hard for me. But she doesn't seem to care.

I pull up to her house and Anex's car is in her yard. All her lights are on too.

I get out of my car quickly and walk up to her house.

I open the door and I hear nothing. I walk further into the house and they aren't in the living room or kitchen. My anger is constantly raising because I know they are in her room.

I walk up the stairs quietly and first I check the other rooms. They aren't in there but as I get closer to Envy's room I hear her giggling and laughing.

I listen at the door first.

"Okay but what about this? Do you think it's too much?" I hear Envy say with a giggle.

"It's cute but I'm not sure let me see up close." Anex says with a laugh making me even more angry.

What is he seeing up close?!!

"Anex get up and come see!" Envy says with a laugh

She's fucking flirting with my brother?!

"Do you think that this is actually a good idea I know you said you were okay with this." Anex says to her and he sounds ashamed of them being together.

They're seeing each other behind my back!!

I'm gonna kill them both.

"I think this is an amazing idea. Stop stressing so much. No one can stop me from doing this and I'm extremely happy. Now stop looking so worried and come here." Envy says and then I hear a little shuffling on the bed.

He's fucking touching her!!

I burst through the door and I black out.

All I seen is them hugging tightly and then I attacked.

An hour later:

I am currently strapped down to a chair in my house trying my hardest to get out.

All I see is Enzo and Gionni standing in front of me looking extremely upset.

"Let me out!!" I yell at them and struggle to get out of the chair.

"No! Calm down!!" Enzo yells at me and he seems mad.

"Enzo calm down." Gionni says with a sigh.

"Why am I tied up?!" I yell at them.

I don't know what's going on.

"Because you're a fucking monster! You not only almost killed Anex but you put Envy in the fucking hospital!!" Enzo yells at me and I stop struggling.

"No I didn't! What are you talking about?!" I yell at them.

"You did." Gionni says while looking at me in shame.

"Wh-what? Why would I do that?" I ask very confused.

"You blacked out at Envy's house. She was there with Anex." He says and I get angry all over again.

"They are fucking each other!" I yell at them remembering what happened.

"No they weren't!! Envy was showing Anex things she got for the baby." Enzo says and my heart drops.

My mind is all over the place right now.

"What happened?! Why is she in the hospital?!" I ask them.

"You pushed her and she hit her head on the floor." Gionni says and then I feel sick to my stomach.

"Well is she okay?" I ask them quietly feeling very guilty.

"Well she's fine but there's two issues." Gionni says with another sigh.

I fucking gave her a concussion.

I know I hurt her badly because when I black out I become even stronger and less caring about who I hurt.

"What's wrong with her?!" I ask

" Well I would say the smallest issue is that she lost her memory and the biggest one is that she's a mouth pregnant." Gionni says nonchalantly.

My jaw drops.

She's pregnant? How could this happen? Did she know?

"How do you know?" I ask them trying not to show any emotion besides worry but right now I feel like crying. Something I haven't done in a while.

"Nurse said it while I was in there. I don't think Envy knows." He says

"Did they say when she would get her memory back?" I ask.

"Nope, they don't know. Apparently she woke up and they asked her questions and she didn't remember anything. Not even her own name. They told me she was pregnant cause I lied and said I was her boyfriend." Gionni says

"Let me out!" I yell at them

Enzo has been staring at me in hatred this whole time.

"Why." He asks while glaring at me.

"I need to see her." I say

"Well you can't. If it was up to me you'd never see her again. You are so fucking stupid. Why would she be sleeping with Anex? Are you that crazy!?" He asks me

"Why can't I see her?" I ask not caring about the other shit he said.

"She doesn't know you. You fucking got her pregnant then almost killed her! Do you understand that when I got there you were choking Anex out and she was on the floor bleeding from her head?!" He yells at me.

"I didn't mean to." Is all I can say to him.

"Well you did. You've done a lot of things but this is by far the worst. I think you need a break." Gionni says while looking at me.

"A break from what?!" I ask

"Everything! You need to go away until you are mentally better. You can't run a mafia like this. If Envy gets her memory back she's going to tell, everyone will be after you and that means they'll be after us. If you leave there's a good chance she won't remember you or any of this." Enzo says to me.

"Just let me out." I say with a sigh.

Gionni looks at me and comes to the chair and quickly unties me.

I stand up and stretch a little.

"Here's another reason why you should leave." Gionni says.

I look at him.

"The baby is yours. If you stay you'll never be able to see them. Just go away for a little until things die down. I'll keep you updated on the baby." Gionni says and he seems serious.

I'm having a kid?!

He doesn't want me to die or anyone innocent to my madness.

"How's Anex?" I ask and look at Enzo.

"Alive." Is all he says.

"Are you gonna go?" Gionni asks me.

I think about it for a couple minutes.

Then I have my decision.

"Enzo you're in charge, Gionni set up a flight for me to go to the safe house in Italy." I say sternly then I walk out.

As soon as I leave the door a single tear drops from my eye. I quickly wipe it then I make my way to my room.

I don't want to leave. But its the only way to make things right.

Goodbye Jersey
Goodbye Mafia
Goodbye Envy