Someone You Really Love // A Damon Albarn Romance

19 - The Ache Inside

(Sexual content ahead)

Maryanne's POV

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The first show of tour had been completed! Couldn't have felt prouder of ourselves if we tried.

I was chatting with the guys in the chill out room when Andy came in and announced that a call had come through from Justine for Damon. My heart dropped into my stomach as I heard this, I didn't have any right to be feeling like how I did, but I understood that Damon would deal with it. I did trust him with that. I couldn't complain it's not like he was going anywhere...yet. We still had the whole tour to do together.

Once he'd left the room I pulled Alex up to the refreshments table with me and offered him a vodka shot and he passed one around to the others. "CHEERS!" We all clinked our glasses against each others and downed it. I saved one for Damon once he returned.

There was a photographer going around who happened to pass Damon and myself upon his return and I grabbed his cheek and planted a cheeky kiss while looking at the camera. This took Damon by surprise as he'd just lit a cigarette and didn't want to drop it. I thanked the photographer and laughed at Damon passing him his shot which is gratefully accepted. Nothing seemed to be of bother to him from Justine's call and he said she just wanted to ask how he's doing. I said nothing more and snatched up another drink from the table handing a second shot to Damon. He said "are you trying to get me drunk Miss", and pulled me into his side. "Not at all, think you already are!" I replied cheekily.

"Wanna go back to the bus?" He slurred into my ear. "...don't think you even need to ask Albarn....but we need to be careful..." I worried. "We'll be quiet, the guys don't look like they'll be coming back there any time soon", he replied looking over at the rest of the room.

We followed each other out of the room and walked fast-paced to the tour bus nodding at security as we left the back of venue into the carpark. It was so gravelly I had to take my performance heels off..Damon had to grab me a few times are we drunkenly stumbled across the messy pebbled surface and onto the bus collapsing in a heap of laughter.

"Come here you..." he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards his bunk. "Mine's less squeaky...yours is bloody awful!" He remarked pulling me onto the bunk and reaching behind me to close the curtains.

The intensity of what was happening caused my heart to beat manically but rather than that of a panic attack, I was incredibly turned on and it was all thanks to everything I'd consumed over the day...but oh my god, Mr Albarn was my instigator. We both chuckled at how naughty the whole scenario was and even in the confined space of the bunk it felt like we were freer than ever. But this man with me now was all that mattered. I wanted to feel every part of him...now...

"You're so fucking sexy", he groaned. "You're honestly one to talk!" I whimpered back. We helped each other take, or rather, tear the others clothes off completely fuelled by lust and....alcohol. But my thinking in this moment felt crystal clear. I wanted this man. Right now.

Moving his hand as best he could between us Damon went lower and lower between my thighs and rubbed there for a few moments causing a small gasp to come out of me, I gazed up at him in shock of the feeling he'd just given me and he bit the inside of his cheek. "Mmm, this is going to be the best sex of our lives..I'm so turned on...you did this Mare...", and with that he lifted my right left and guided himself into me. We both gasped and then moaned.. "FUCK!" And he built up an amazing pace that would eventually bring us to the peak we were so desperately on a journey to reach. "Oh shit, Dames", I came so hard that I legit saw stars and with that Damon came undone too, squeezing the flesh on my thigh with his hand causing a little squeal from me.

"You're amazing you know that," he looked down at me in wonder. A look of love in his eyes that absolutely gave me goosebumps and I couldn't say anything so I pulled his head towards me and gave him the deepest kiss ever. And he knew, smiling back at me.

Even in the drunkest of moments, we knew that we were in a lot deeper than we could have possibly imaged.