Everytime trying to fight these battles,
After every highs knowing insecurities had already rooted deeper,
Everytime trying to put something new,
And the darkness kept pushing me in,
This one side is scarier than ever,
Want an escape cause don't want to live in this place forever,
Don't want people around cause they haunt,
Being around had to find the patterns of defensiveness with lots of regrets,
Found many one who hit where exactly hurts,
Sometimes showing this vulnerability is like a lifetime prison,
Why to come back to always those old roots?
When life could buy you some new boots?
With those can't you walk to some new destination?
Want to let go these patterns of thoughts,
But where is the birth of them so I could make sure,
They should never try brought themselves up.
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The Mad People's Dorm
Poetry"Mad People's Dorm" is a heartfelt collection of poetry that takes you deep into the emotions and thoughts of someone battling anxiety, betrayal, and inner turmoil. Each poem is a window into a mind that has faced darkness and is striving to find li...
