If you've ever wanted me,
You'd have just said,
But I waited for you ages,
As if loving you was a job which provided me wages.
He said you loved me the same,
But you yourself never said.
Saw you there blushing,
Saw you there watching my hairs falling.
Remembering you followed me,
When you were jealous that some boy might got me.
Even when you caught the sight of someone's,
You followed my way,
My heart skipped a beat,
Yet I never looked your way.
You were laughing,
Handsome to me than ever,
But your existence was just a torment.
While before it was a promise forever.
I regretted my words,
That time was embarassing,
It is to just to let you know,
I never regretted loving,
May it had been you or my own feelings,
That gave me an escape and living,
Even if it's just in dreams,
Yet you were capable of build that home inside my heart,
Even though I was never yours and you were never mine,
But you were the only time when I could call someone mine.
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The Mad People's Dorm
Poetry"Mad People's Dorm" is a heartfelt collection of poetry that takes you deep into the emotions and thoughts of someone battling anxiety, betrayal, and inner turmoil. Each poem is a window into a mind that has faced darkness and is striving to find li...
