I kept their trust so safely,
That they began to doubt my every action,
And with every doubt I was loosing my ability to trust someone,
Which in turn changed my forgiving heart into cruelsome rage filled diamond.
I tried to forgive,
And still doing it.
Yet these insecurities are never ending,
Yet these past traumas never stop following.
I wanted to blame myself for not able to resist,
But even if I did,
You all came back just wake it.
Than you blamed me for the silence I bear,
Given me responsibilities which were never mine,
Cause you just want an escape,
And you were made cause I was not an escapegoat anymore,
Which you all used during her sensitive times,
The old times were scarier than mind,
If you could ever gone through,
May be you'd have known,
Yet you still have said it's fine,
Cause for you, your own pain matters and that's the line.
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The Mad People's Dorm
Poetry"Mad People's Dorm" is a heartfelt collection of poetry that takes you deep into the emotions and thoughts of someone battling anxiety, betrayal, and inner turmoil. Each poem is a window into a mind that has faced darkness and is striving to find li...
