You feel someone shaking you, opening your eyes JJ says, "Hey..we've stopped at a gas station, did you need anything?". You just shake your head. "Oh wait..J? Did you pack my headphones?" You ask as she walks to the door, she turns back around and says, "Of course." She takes them out of the bag and walks them down to you.
"You ok?" She asks as you grab them from her hand. "Just need some quiet is all. I'm fine." She turns towards the door and heads out.
You put your headphones on and play your usual classical music playlist. You slowly doze off.
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You feel the van stop, you open your eyes to see JJ walking towards you. "Hey.. we're home." JJ says with a smile, you go to get up but again another sharp pain shoots through your body. "Shit. That one hurt." Your breathing is ragged and JJ is worried.
"Derek, a hand?" She shouts from the end of the bus. You hear Derek stomp down the hallway. "Ok, ready?" Derek says while laying out his arms. He puts one arm under yours and the other under your legs and slowly lifts you out of the van.
"Slow, Morgan." Emily says at the bottom of the stairs with her arms out. He slowly takes you down the stairs and into JJ's house.
JJ is watching from behind and Emily is guiding him into the house in front. "Put them on the couch for now, the futon I ordered should come this afternoon." You looked confused as JJ watches Morgan walk into the house.
"Futon?" You ask as Derek reaches the couch. "Thought it would be easier than taking you upstairs and I know you wouldn't want a hospital bed in here." You laugh as Derek lowers you to the couch.
"Thanks Morgan." You get comfortable on the couch as the team says their goodbyes.
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"Do you need anything?" JJ asks as she sits down and lays your legs on her lap. "No. Just you." You smile as she turns on the TV.
She puts a blanket over you and her, turns the TV on and you doze off as she watches a movie.
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(DREAM)
"How long do you think you have left?" Swinging at you, Petrolli traces you with his knife. "...Let's see who they find alive." Another swing.
Crawling backwards, fighting for strength. "You have more kick then the others." Circling you.
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Screaming as you wake up. Panting and gasping. You keep screaming, for someone to hear you. You crawl off the couch and slowly commando crawl towards the dining room table.
You hear the front door opening, still gasping for air, you hear someone walking towards you. "Y/N? It's Emily." You are still hiding under the table. "Go away! You're not real." Using a chair to protect you, you hear "JJ? it's Emily. Get home, now."
You watch the person walk closer to you, tracing their legs through the gaps in the chairs. The door opens again.
"You're not real. You're not here." You ball up and cover your eyes with your hands. "Emily! Where are they?" The door opens and another person is in the house.
"Get out!" You scream, not wanting to open your eyes. Rocking back and forth.
"Y/N! It's me, you're ok." You hear the chairs scraping along the floor. A hand touches your back and you scream again.
"Y/N/N. You're ok. You're ok." Someone pulls from under the table and you open your eyes.
You realise it's JJ. She has pulled you into her lap and is stroking your hair. "J." Tears are falling from your eyes and your breathing is still rapid.
"He was right there. You were gone." You say as Emily walks over. "I know, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left."
She stands up and helps you over to the couch. "Em, their headphones are in my bag on the counter." You both sit down and she covers you with a blanket while Emily is running over to her bag.
"I'm here. I'm here." She puts your head into her chest and rubs her hands up and down your back.
"Here, Jayje." Emily hands JJ your headphones and JJ gently places them on your head. Your breathing slows down and Emily sits on the other side of you.
Emily picks up the remote and turns the TV on for her and JJ.
JJ keeps rubbing your back as you doze off again.
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"Y/N/N." JJ gives you a little shake to wake you up. "I'm going to make some dinner, Emily is just there." She lifts you off of her and guides you into Emily's lap.
As you reach Emily's lap, you slowly doze off again until they wake you up for dinner.
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"Did you want some dinner?" Emily whispers into your ear as you open your eyes. You get out of her lap and sit yourself up.
You lift yourself off the couch and wobble over to the table. JJ sets a plate of bacon and eggs down and in front of you and in front of Emily. "Enjoy!"
You smile at her and back down at your plate. "Thanks, J."
"The doctor cleared you for work, Hotch has a new case. Do you think you're ready for work?" Emily asks as she looks up at you. You think for a second and then quietly say, "As ready as I can be. Might make the days go quicker."
"You and I will be stationed at the office for the case, I cleared it with Hotch to ease you into it." You smile as you take your last bite.
"Not hungry?" Emily asks. Looking down at your plate you say, "Not really, my stomach kills." JJ places her hand on your back and moves it up and down.
"Do you want to go back to the couch?" JJ asks, you nod and stand up from your chair. JJ gets up too but you stop her, "I got it, gotta get used to it for work anyway."
You stumble over to the couch and watch whatever is on TV. After a little while, JJ and Emily join you as you fall asleep.
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JJ's Secret Lover
FanfictionJJ is dating Will and you have been secretly in love with her since you joined the team! But with conflicting history and love lives, will they get together?
