𝓢𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓯𝔂 》✮ TMR, Newt

029 - Aftertalks

CHAPTER 29
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After some minutes of comfort, Newt spoke again.

"Come on, I can turn around so you can change". He said letting go of the long hug.

"No, it's fine. You can see". I said getting up from the bed.

I hesitated. "Love, really, I can turn around". He said softly.

"It's fine Newt". I weakly smiled at him. I started slowly to remove my sweater. My body was shown.

My body was carved, and in some places, my bones were slightly visible. I felt like I was about to vomit. It was disgusting. The damage I did to myself.

He looked at me in pity, but his eyes trailed up to my chest.

"Eyes are up here". I said smiling. Some sarcasm would lighten the mood.

"Uh—yeah". He said scratching the bag off his neck. I soon changed into his clothes and lay next to him in the bed.

He pulled me closer to him, by my waist. I missed that feeling. Well yes, I felt bad about my body, but his hands on me were one of the warmest feelings.

We somehow managed to get in a spoony position, him obviously being the big spoon and I was the small one.

I felt comfortable with him. Everything was better now. But I had some questions.

What happened with my own self these days? I tried not to think of that. I was with Newt.

When I was with him, it felt like I wasn't here. I wasn't in the Maze.

Nothing.

Just him and I.

"Goodnight love".

"Goodnight Newt".

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Last night I slept with Newt in the same bed.

I missed that. I missed the contact we had. Now that I am here, I know I will have people question me. At least not a lot. Most of the Gladers didn't know. Only some.

"Newt! Where are you, you shank?" Someone said loudly, and the door opened.

"Newt! Wake up—woah". It was Minho. His eyes widened, but soon it was replaced with a smirk on his lips. "I see you had some fun, huh?" He said motioning at our position.

We had no blanket to cover us, so no one could think of anything about last night, besides what actually happened.

"Oh shut up Minho". I groaned. I didn't even know what time it was.

"Wake him up and come for breakfast". With that, Minho left. I had to eat. I knew I had to, but just how?

I shook Newt lightly. "Newt". I whispered. "Newt wake up". I shook him again. He groaned in response. "Newt!" I whispered-yelled which caused him to slowly open his eyes.

"Hm?" Was his only response.

"We gotta get up". I said trying to get up. It was impossible. He was holding my waist, with his hand. The grip he had was strong. I could barely move on the bed.

"No". He groaned pulling me closer to him.

"Yes. Come on you know we have to".

"Is it really necessary?" He looked at me, frowning.