𝓢𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓯𝔂 》✮ TMR, Newt

034 - What Thomas won't know

                                  CHAPTER 34
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(A/N: I apologize in advance for this chapter, I don't know how this came up in my head but I just wanted to write it. This is a spicy chapter so get ready. ✌🏼)
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Yesterday, Chuck and I made Alby have another bonfire.

It was really fun. After the conversation between Newt and me, we went to sit with the others.

We had fun. Thomas, Newt, Chuck, Nolan, and Minho are the best company someone can wish for. Until Thomas doesn't start doing his little big overprotective brother show.

My eyes started to slowly open and I looked up to see Newt still sleeping. My head was buried in his chest.

His sandy blonde hair was covering his face and he just looked handsome even if he was sleeping.

"Good morning to you too". Newt said quietly.

"You were awake and didn't say anything?" I said and buried my head deeper in his chest.

"Yeah. I like to admire you every morning". He said and a bigger smile formed on his face.

"So that's why the other mornings you couldn't get up?" I said raising my eyebrows.

He shrugged in response and I sighed. "How much time are you awake?"

"Uh, I don't know. Five, ten minutes..an hour? Looking at you makes the time pass faster".

He said and I felt butterflies fly in my stomach.

"And why didn't you wake me up?"

"You looked so gorgeous and peaceful I couldn't do that". He said shaking his head lightly.

I felt my cheeks get even more red. That many compliments in a morning? I'm suffocating.

"Come on let's get up". He said removing his hands from my waist and slowly getting up.

I was wearing Newt's grey sweater and dark sweater pants. I did not want to change into my other clothes for now.

I felt a little nauseous. I don't know how long I'm going to last without food. I have to look for some medicine in the Med-hut that might help.

My body is starting to lose a large amount of weight and proteins. No vitamins—anything.

Newt was waiting for me at the door and we walked outside.

As we were walking I noticed I had to shower for some days. Due to my hand, I couldn't do it on my own. Another favor I had to ask Newt.

Just ask him, Stella, it's not a big deal! He's your boyfriend. He will help you like last time. But do I want to be helped by him?

That meant he would see my curved body. The visible bones. I was in a bad condition and I know. I just can't help myself.

"Love? Everything okay?" Newt asked grabbing my hand and stopping me.

"Well, I need to take a shower, and..I can't do it on my own". I said biting my lip.

"So, you want me to help?" Newt said raising his eyebrows.

I sighed. "Yeah—".

"Okay let's go". He said pulling me with him. Our path changed, and instead of the kitchen, we headed to the Homestead.

Again, we went upstairs, where the showers were. At least I would miss breakfast for now.

He opened the door and now we were in the showers. I still had the bandage that I soon would remove. I start to feel my wrist getting better.