𝘿𝙍𝙄𝙁𝙏𝙄𝙉𝙂 - Max Mayfield

-scaled back and isolated-

'I know you probably can't hear me, but I know you loved to write a lot so I thought to do the same. I found your notebook and couldn't help but look into it,I was looking for any piece of you that I could get.. so I just had to. I usually listen to your favorite music too but there's something about seeing the things you write. I saw the songs,the poems,the stories.. I can almost hear your voice when I read through each line. I never knew you had so much going on.. You really were going through a lot that you wouldn't let us see even before you got here. I just wish you didn't hide it all under a smile.. I wish you actually told me.. You really have a way with words, y'know that? Then I saw the ones you wrote after our break up: they felt like a punch to the gut. I wish I'd never said those things to you. I realized that you were just trying to be there for me and soon enough after you left,I realized I needed you.. and after seeing your thoughts,I realized you needed me too. You already blamed yourself for letting Billy die and I just made it worse.. I'm so sorry. You just downplayed everything and stayed alone. There's no way you wouldn't feel isolated with all this happening.

Everyone misses you; even Mike. Lucas especially seems really down since that day.. Nancy and El cried their eyes out, probably more than I did. Steve was really frustrated with himself and Mrs Wheeler..  she's just heartbroken. Holly thinks you're asleep and she's made a lot of drawings of you.

And then there's Jason... The only reason we tolerate him is cause you asked us to. I know he's not responsible for this but he definitely made things harder.

We haven't heard or seen anything from Vecna since that night.. and one of Naruto's toads came over to tell us the same is the case with Orochimaru. No sign of either but the gates are open now.. we don't know what's gonna happen

There's something else... All this time you talked about alternate dimensions merging, I thought you were overreacting. But.. you might have been onto something this whole time.

It's all just so crazy right now. And I miss you.. God, I miss you so much. I didn't say it cause I didn't wanna believe it was the last time I'd talk to you, but I love you, Aiden Wheeler.. i love you so much it hurts.

Please come back, just once... I promise I'll love you better.

I've already made this too long, but I really hope you can forgive me.

Love.. your shitty girlfriend, Max'

The redhead wiped her tears to prevent even more from falling on the paper in her hands before looking up at the boy who lay in front of her. She reached over and held his hand, sad that he wasn't conscious to hold hers.

Looking at him, she'd made a decision. Even if she had to spend thirty years next to him till he wakes up, she would.