Cold love {teacherxstudent, wlw}

Part 13

*Danielle's POV*

"Oh my God she did that??" Ben asks excitedly, I've been going over my first kiss with Valentina, well my first kiss in general, for an hour now with Ben.

It was so perfect I can't believe it happened.

"Yes, and when I thought we were done, oh no we weren't she went right back in and her hand trailed down my whole body until she was grabbing my ass" I say "Oh, too much information?" I ask worried maybe I told Ben too much, I'm just still so full of adrenaline.

"Not at all" he says reassuring me, "So it was good?" he asks sarcastically, I've been talking about this for more than an hour now, of course he knows it was good.

"I don't think 'good' does it enough justice, I don't think this kiss can ever be topped, and the thing she said before she kissed me, it just made this kiss even more perfect" I say sighing, that talk she told me about not letting me kiss anyone else, well let's just say it turned me on so fucking much.

"I'm so happy for you honey" he says before hugging me again "Ben, if kissing her feels like this, what will having sex with her feel like?"

Ben backs away from the hug a little, just so he can look at me "Woah woah we are already going in that territory?" he asks "You would give her your V?" he asks, I roll my eyes and say "Well it's not like my virginity means a lot to me, it really doesn't, like I'm not planning to be a nun or something" I say.

"Yeah not a nun, but a badass lawyer, what happened to staying on track and focusing on only getting in Harvard law?" he asks "I didn't know Valentina back then" I can feel myself start blushing.

"Girl you are whipped, or wait is this about grades? You are thinking ahead? If you screw up you can still fall back on your relationship with Miss Powers? I mean if you are good for you, I'm not one to judge" he says, I'm taken a back a little, is this really what he thinks of me?

"Really Ben? I just been telling you about this 2 minute kiss for hours and all you got from that is that I'm with her for grades? By the way do you really think I would need her help? That I would fall behind and fuck up, and not get into law school? Wow, Ben out of everyone you thinking that" I say disappointed but also furiosly.

"Hey, no Dani I didn't mean it like that and you know it" he says "No Ben actually I don't know it, I have to go" I say, grabbing my backpack and ready to get out of this room.

"Dani don't be like that, it's not my fault you are oversensitive today" he says "Fuck you Ben, and fuck you for even suggesting what you said"I shut the door behind me.

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I sit at home, studying for my exams, I know what Ben said to me has no truth in it but still, if I were ever to sleep with Valentina, I would never do it for grades or for some back up plan, if we were ever do to something more I would make sure she knows I have no interest in having sex for grades, she deserves so much better than to feel like she is being used.

I want to go to Harvard law, I want to go ever since my mothers death which will be 5 years ago soon, but if going to law school means I have to sleep my way to the top, than I would rather not go at all, my mother would despise me for it.

I'm wrapping up Biology when my phone buzzes, I pick it up and I see Allison wrote me a message.

Allison: Heyyy, would you like to meet up for a coffee today, at the café nearby?