Cold love {teacherxstudent, wlw}

Part 2

"Fuck she really did all that?" Ben asks me as we are headed towards history "Yeah she did, while never batting an eyelid, it's crazy"

"She sounds so fucking hot though" I roll my eyes "Really Ben? That's all you can say to all this, you know that I never got detention before and now what I got 2 weeks?"

"Yeah honey that does suck, but look at the bright side you can catch up on some work in detention" I look at him suprised "Since when do you think catching up on work is important?" He shrugs "You know that I don't but I also know that you wouldn't like me saying that at least if she covers detention you can look at her for 45 minutes"

Yeah he is right I don't like him saying that, especially when I'm not blind I can see if someones attractive, and Miss Powers definitely is with those eyes and lips.. but that's not the point, if someone has a bad personality it wipes out all those beautiful features, but of course Ben wouldn't know anything about that when he just takes guys home for a quick fuck without even learning their name, not that I mind, Ben is my favorite person on this earth I will always stand by him so I really don't care what he does in his sexual life until he isn't the one hurting someone or getting hurt, I will always support him in everything as he always does to me.

"Let's just go to class Ben" he looks at me concerned "Hey, you know that I didn't mean it like that right? Like you will do this 2 weeks and then be right back on track, and she can fuck herself for all I care, no one fucks with my best friend no matter how attractive" I laugh and go into history class

I see who the  teacher is  of course she would be, "Fuck" Ben looks at me "What the matter?"he asks  "It's her" I whisper to him, he looks at her quickly "Well fuck she really is hot" of course he would say that "Ben aren't you supposed to be gay?" he looks at me playing as I just offended him "Honey, you know that I am, I'm not attracted to her but I sure as hell can appreciate beautiful things right?" I shake my head "Sure whatever"

The bell rings and Miss Powers starts talking, she doesn't say all that intimidating stuff she said in AP English but I figured it's only because this is normal history and not AP history, I wanted to take AP history too, but my mom's passion was always math so I figured I should take AP math instead, I own her that much, there isn't a day I don't think about her.

Ben's voice pulls me out of my daydreaming "Hey Dani everything okay?" before I can answer Miss Powers cuts me off "You two in the back I suggest you start doing your work now" I give Ben a weak smile and get my exercise and workbook out.

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I really shouldn't be sitting in detention right now, I should be working not wasting my time like this, all because of Miss Powers, okay to be fair I really should have looked at my e-mails last night like I always do, just my Dad and his stupid request to clean the house, he doesn't understand if I tell him I have to do homework or study, I mean I don't know but slapping me across the face or hitting me till I'm crying on the floor definitely doesn't mean understanding.

I mean I can't really blame him, he hates me, and if I were him I would hate me too, so most of the time I just think I deserve it, he is a good person just not when drunk.

The door opens and Miss Powers walks in, of course she does cause that's just my luck, she looks at me "Do your work" and sits down

I try to do my work I really do but I just can't seem to focus, everything is on my mind and it just gets on my nerves "Why arent you doing anything?" I look at her startled "I-I'm sorry I just have a lot on my mind" she looks back to her laptop "I didn't ask"

I can't believe this woman "Actually you did with asking why aren't I doing anything" she looks up now " You are in AP English, I thought you would know the difference between a rhetolical question and a question I want you to answer"

I start doing my work but I mumble "Yeah I'm in AP English but I'm not a mind reader" she looks up again "What did you say?"

"Nothing" she stands up and walks close to me "Darling if I ask you a question I expect an answer" darling, she called me darling " I said I'm sorry" she looks at me not believing half of it "Maybe your friends and other teachers can't see right through you and believe the bullshit you say but not me" I look down "You can do a lot of things, don't do your homework, fine I don't give a fuck, or your assigments, doesn't really bother me, I'm your teacher and you will get your punishment of course, but all these don't concern me, you do this shit for yourself anyway, but do not and I mean do not lie to me" I look at her those enchanting green eyes glare into my blue ones.

"I said I'm not a mind reader I'm sorry" she walks back to her desk "If you already said something you can just repeat it, never be afraid to speak your mind" she goes back to her laptop and I'm left there feeling all these things in my stomach

Detention ends and I'm off to work.

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Fuck, it's already 11 o clock, I have to wake up 7 hours later and I'm not even at home.
I really hope Dad decided to stay in tonight and do a sober night but I know he didn't, I don't know when the last time I saw him sober was.

I park my car and get into our house, it's not super big but it's a two story house, my bedroom upstairs. I lock the door and see my father is not at home, shocker. That just means he is in a bar downtown somewhere I really really hate it when he does this, usually he comes home after 3 am, wakes me up and starts hitting me because he remembers why he really hates me.

I go upstairs, get ready for bed, and close my eyes , images from that night coming back, I always think about her, always. Exhaustion takes over and sleep takes me.