203:papillon (butterfly)
Beautiful
Majestic
Captivating
Free
But also
Ugly insect
Invasive
Fragile
So, every time you called me "mon petit papillon" (my little butterfly) I didn't know if you meant it in a nice way or not.
Especially after all the shit that went down between us.
-Nex
204:
Growing up people always told me I am too mature for my age and that I should live my teenage years a little bit longer because I would grow up soon enough.
Now that I am grown up people stopped telling me that I am too mature and too wise for my age.
What a sad life to live.
-Nex
205:
You met my father,
You met my fucking father,
And still had the nerve to look me in the eyes and tell me that you didn't think that what we had was serious.
what the actual fuck is wrong with you?
Like how dense can one be?
You knew that I still long for my father's approval even tho he is an ass.
But you thought that I was just being casual.
This level of stupidity is low key embarrassing,
Makes me kind of glad that we didn't work out.
-Nex
206:
One day I'm gonna be somebody people love.
-Nex
HAPPY PRIDE!!!
207:sweet nothings
I ghost my lips all over her skin,
As laughter fills the room.
It is dark, loud and crowded as we make our way to the bar.
I tilt her head back and spit vodka into her mouth,
My hand glides down her body as I kneel down to do body shots with her,
She looks so good from this view.
We spend the rest of the night tangled up in each other's arms dancing on a table,
Putting on a show for everyone to watch,
Just to wake up the next day and pretend like nothing happened,
Like I can still taste your sweetness on my tongue.
-Nex
TW!
208:
I am pretty enough to be sexualized but not pretty enough to be loved
-Nex
209:I miss...
I miss your touch,
I miss the way you look at me,
I miss the way you make me feel so safe, happy and understood,
I miss... you...
-Nex
210:I wish you would...
I wish you would text me more,
I wish you would talk to me more often,
I wish you would open up to me more,
I wish you would put in more of an effort,
I wish you would love me more...
-Nex
211: random thoughts cause I don't know where else to put them lol:
1.this ain't love baby
2.shit talking back stabbing snakes back at it again
3.ready for a good time or what?
4.in this society everyone fends for themselves
5.I only wore this outfit because I knew you would be the one to take it off
6.to be continued... maybe
-Nex
212:devil or misunderstood angle?
Go on put me on trial,
And let's see who the real villain is,
I am not scared of you,
But you should be scared of the truth,
Of your truth,
You're a fucking monster.
-Nex
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The Way Of Life
PoetryThe way of life A book full of poems and prose about how I felt and what I went trough in life up to this point. Please be aware of the trigger warnings mentiont in the beginning. Some of the poems are already old. I am a lot better now, please don'...
