185:to whom it may concern
I have lost it,
I have finally gone mad,
That voice in my head was finally louder than my will.
It is so loud and chaotic in my head now,
I am so angry and out of it,
I can't control my words or actions anymore.
And honestly I don't care anymore.
I was hurt so I have every right to cause others some pain as well.
-Nex
186:
I have no words left to describe how I feel,
That actually scares me.
I have never run out of words while writing before.
If I can't write anymore then what am I doing, what is my purpose?
Poetry has become all I am,
I am nothing without it...
-Nex
187:sorry
Feeling like nobody really likes me lately.
I'm gonna disappear for awhile.
Love you all,
This isn't goodbye just a see you later!
-Nex
188:
I took a small break.
I honestly thought that I would be gone for longer,
But I quickly realized that I need to write in order to understand what I am feeling,
To be able to process my feelings better.
So, I am back,
I am not feeling better yet,
But I can handle it,
I have been down this road many times before.
Thank you all for your support,
I can't believe how many people read my poetry,
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU!
-Nex
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The Way Of Life
PuisiThe way of life A book full of poems and prose about how I felt and what I went trough in life up to this point. Please be aware of the trigger warnings mentiont in the beginning. Some of the poems are already old. I am a lot better now, please don'...
