My husband is a demon! (Alastor x reader)

Chapter 23

"I'm resigning from my position" I said with a heavy heart to sera

"Are you sure that is something you want to do?"

I nodded

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"No." I held back tears but it was apparent that I was livid.

"Well my child, I don't know exactly what happened but I can tell you aren't happy." She flapped down to meet me. "If quitting makes you feel better, then I'm all for it. Hell is a rough place to be at. How about you take some time off before we reassign you somewhere"

I nodded and left the courthouse. It had been three days since I was back in heaven. It took three days to gather up the courage to go there and resign.

I hate that stupid demon. I hate hell. I hate everything. Maybe the exterminations aren't such a bad thing. I let myself believe that not all demons were shitty excuses of human beings but I was proven wrong.

I made it back into my home. Putting my hair up in braids and back in sweats. I just want to rot in my bed for the rest of eternity.

How come I never saw the signs? Everything seemed so genuine with him. At first he called me entertainment then he called me his friend then wanted something more. I mean fuck he was the one that kissed me. I didn't initiate it. I was fine being friends. Did I come off too strong?  No. No. I can't blame myself for that asshole to act the way he did. I can blame myself for allowing myself to get vulnerable around him. For that, I hate him.

Tears fell down my cheeks again.

I could never hate him no matter how much I repeat those words in my head.

Heaven didn't give me a position in two years. They think I was attacked Ina. Way that traumatized me. They aren't completely wrong but they don't know the real reason why I was hurting.

During this time, I discovered the falling in love once is true for angels. Despite the fact I hadn't seen Alastor in over two years, I still care for him. Every night I hope he is doing alright while also screaming that I hate him.

I've cried so many tears and it's still a sore spot. I haven't seen my friends since being back. Wasn't for their lack of trying. Allison tried everyday for 4 months for me to leave my house. She still texts me everyday. I've responded sometimes but most of the time I just stare at my phone.

Thomas and Luna have reached out about once a month but they never have gotten responses out of me. I hadn't seen Alastors mother since being back because I can't face her yet.

Not when he shares the same smile as she does.