First Love

Chapter 33

Chapter 33

"Nice to see you again."

"Good morning everyone.I'm sorry I'm late."I feel like I'm about to get explode because of nervousness.My heart beat so fast after hearing his deep and apologetic voice after so many years.

Shit naman oh!

Bakit ngayon pa?

I immediately calmed myself down when I feel his presence beside me.But instead of being calmed,It become worse than before! I didn't turn my back to face him but when the person in charge of this project asked me to face him.I did it.As if I had a choice.

"Good morning engineer.This is the entire team for this project and if this meeting is settled,the project will start soon."Panimula ng isa sa person in charge ng project na to.

"Oh and by the way,This will be your partner for this project.Architect Sarah Acosta.Architect Acosta,this is engineer Kian Sanchez."Pagpapakilala niya samin kaya wala na akong nagawa pa kundi ang harapin siya.

He offered his hand to me so I accepted it."It was nice to meet you Engineer Sanchez."Bati ko sakanya.After so mamy years that we didn't see each other,I can say that he became more hot and handsome.His black polo with the sleeves is tucked up to his elbows and gray slacks really suits him well.He look even more hotter that before and his face has been mature in time.His brown eyes makes him more attractive and also the shape of his jawline and the adams apple in his neck makes want to touch it.Nag pa gwapo pa sakanya ang style ng buhok niya na middle parted two block curtain bangs x mullet.In short,He look even more handsome than before.

"Nice to meet you too Architect Acosta.I'm excited to work with you."Nakangiti niyang pagbati sakin pero hindi niya parin inaalis ang pagkakahawak sa kamay ko kaya pasimple ko itong binawi sakanya.Ang awkward kasi nun diba?
Ngumiti ako ng pilit at tumango bago sumagot.

"Me too.So,Shall we start the discussion?"Pangputol na tanong ko sa mga kasama namin dahil hindi ko na kaya ang pressure na kasama siya.Para akong sasabog dahil sa kaba.

Mabuti nalang at nag umpisa na ang discussion tungkol sa pag pa-plano ng restaurant na gagawin.

I can say that I'm excited to work with him but at the same time,I feel some awkwardness between us.I think it was because of our past or he was still mad at me after leaving them without saying goodbye.

I missed him.
I really missed him.
Seing him like this after seven years makes me want to embrace him with a warm hug.

I hope its not too late but it is.I am too late for him.Hindi ko alam kung paniniwalaan ko nga ba ang mga sinabi sakin nina Angelo at Carl kahapon pero may part sakin na gustong maniwala at meron naman na natatakot.Natatakot ako na paano kung hindi totoo?
Pano kung hindi mag work?
At pano kung totoo?
Ano ang dapat kong gawin?

Natapos ang meeting na yun ng mapayapa.Mabuti nalang at sa may mataas siya na part napunta para mag inspection ng site at ako naman sa bandang ibaba.Pero sadyang hindi talaga ako makaka iwas dahil tinawag naiwan ko pala sa taas ang purse ko.

Naka alis na ang iba at konti nalang kaming nakatira at isa na siya dun.
Habang naglalakad ako paakyat sa concrete stairs ay napapakamot ako sa ulo.

Umiiwas na nga pero mukhang pinapalapit pa!

Gusto ko nang umuwi at matulog dahil 10 am na.Habang nakayuko at napapakamot sa ulo ay hindi ko napansin na nasa harapan ko na pala siya kasama ang iba pang mga tao na in charge sa project na to.Napa angat ang tingin ko sakanya dahil muntik ko na siyang mabangga.Nagtaka siya nang makita ako dahil halos naka uwi na ang lahat.May hawak siyang folder sa kanang kamay habang kausap yung mga kasama niya.