Forgive but dont forget.

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Spencer's POV:

(1 week later)

"So..?" Hanna asks.

"I don't know, we have to wait 5 minutes." I say.

"I know Spencer I'm pregnant... Speaking of, this baby is gonna pop any day now." Hanna says.

"Good... I've been waiting" I smirk.

(4 minutes later)

I drop the pregnancy test.

Hanna picks it up while I begin shaking.

"Positive..." She mumbles.

"Sh-should I keep it for proof to him...?" I ask.

"Just buy some more and take them for him." She says.

"Okay." I sigh.

"... When are you gonna tell him?" Hanna asks.

"... Right now." I say grabbing my phone.

I sigh.

When we met for coffee we exchanged numbers but since the one night stand we haven't talked.

"Hey" he says.

"Look just come over. Dustin is at daycare but I need to talk to you." I say.

"O-okay I'm on my way." He says then hangs up.

I hear the door knock like 15 minutes later.

Hanna walks out as Toby walks in and all they do is stare at each other.

"Spencer, please don't tell me this is what I think it is..." He says softly.

"What?" I ask.

"When we hooked up we didn't use a condom... Are you pregnant?" He asks.

"Did you purposely do that?" I ask.

"No! I wouldn't I promise!" He exclaims.

My lip trembles and I nod. A few tears escape my eyes.

"Hey don't cry." He says.

He hugs me.

"Don't cry... I'll be here." He says.

I pull away and sniffle.

Suddenly Toby kisses me and i stand there.

His hand interlocks with mine.

I kiss back for just a moment when I remember 4 years ago... The abuse. The blood.

I pull away.

"Y-you can't act like everything is okay again... I can't." I say.

"... I- I know... I'm so sorry. It was in the moment... I'll still be here for you but if you don't want to have a relationship with me then that's fine... But I can't handle you or Dustin being out of my life... I just can't handle it." He says shakily, crying.

I sigh and grab his hand.

I lead him to the attic and jump up to reach the hand to open the door.

I climb up first.

"So is this where I die or...?" I giggle and Toby's eyes widen when he sees boxes of his things.

"I'll help you take it out to your car..." I say.

"Thanks." He says.

We each bring down a box at a time.

"Thank you for helping me." He says.

"Anytime." I say.

He looks down at my stomach but looks up into my eyes again almost immediately.

"Can I please be there when you give birth?" He asks.

".... Okay." I say.

"But... I still have to go to the doctors to make sure." I say.

"Can I also come for the ultrasounds?" He asks.

"... Hanna will go for some and you can go for some." I say.

"Okay." He says.

"I think I'm gonna get my hair cut to my jaw bone." I say.

"That was random, but you would look nice." He says.

"Thank you." I say.

"Your welcome." He says.

"... I should get going now." He says.

"Okay... I'll see you in 2 days." I say.

"Bye."

"Bye."

As I'm walking inside I begin to realize that Toby isn't a bad person anymore.

But... You can forgive, just never forget.

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