Spencer and Toby: together for eternity

Why me?

Spencer's POV:

I'm starting to get worried. It's been a month and we have been trying... But nothing is happening.

So we decided to go to the doctors to see if everything is okay.

Maybe we have to try a little more and maybe I'm not so lucky but maybe... There's something wrong.

We sit down and wait for the doctor.

Toby holds my hand and I guess he notices how scared I am because he says "spencer I'm sure everything is fine...".

I nod and hold my breath as the doctor walks in.

"So spencer I think we are going to have to do an ultrasound... Is that okay?" She asks.

"Yes" I say.

After the ultrasound she tells me that no news is good news and if there's something wrong they will call me.

After we leave the car ride is quite.

I stare out the window and imagine what our baby would look like. A tear rolled down my cheek and I knew I would never giver birth to our baby.

When we got home Toby rushed into the bedroom locking the door.

I plopped down on the couch. Maybe Toby just doesn't wanna deal with my crying. I don't blame him.

Toby's POV:

I wanna be strong in front of spencer. But I can't help but sob a little. So I rushed to the bedroom and let some tears free.

I wiped them away and rushed out to see spencer holding back tears.

She was lying down so I sat beside her.

"There's still the possibility that we can have one" I said pulling her legs onto my lap.

She just laid there staring at the floor.

I laid down beside her and put my hand around her stomach.

"I love you" she finally said putting her hand in mine.

"I love you to" I said.

(1 week later)

Spencer was waiting for the call.

"It's not-" then I was cut off by a call.

We both walked to it an spencer answered.

Her expression made it clear that she couldn't have babies.

She broke into tears and turned off the phone before dropping it.

Before I could stop her from running into the bedroom she did and locked the door.

I heard her slide down the door crying. I rested my head against the door and broke into tears to.

Spencer slowly opened the door and hugged me.

We both cried but I'm more concerned about spencer. I can't even imagine what's going through her mind.

Spencer's POV:

Did I do something wrong? Why... How did this happen? This is like when I had cancer... I can't give Toby the life he wants.

I wrapped my arms around him and began shaking.

"I'm so sorry..." Toby whispered rubbing my back.