Spencer and Toby: together for eternity

Sadness at its best

Spencer's POV:

Toby stroked my partially sweaty back and kissed my neck tickling me.

"Toby sto-op" I laughed.

He continued kissing me but moved to my lips.

"Oh now you just ruined it" I joked.

He laughed and kissed me before hugging me.

I was just beat so much that I may have died but I steel feel more alive than ever.

"I love you" I said blushing. "I live you to" he said staring at me. "Why are you staring at me?" I said embarrassed. "Your cute" he said.

I started blushing even more. Then I felt a huge migraine and I couldn't breathe.

"Spencer?!" Toby yelled putting my clothes on. He put on his and started carrying me into the car. I could barely breathe and I know what that means.

There's something wrong with my lungs.

My stomach clenched up and it hurt like hell.

I cried and Toby held my hand through all of the pain.

He carried me to the desk and they out me on a gurney.

I went into surgery and they drugged me so everything's a blur...

(3 hours later)

When they let Toby in I was still kinda woozy.

"Hi" he said. I could tell he has been crying.

"Hi" I said wiping away his tears.

"I'm fine" I said.

"Not to me your not. When that happens to you... Even if you start breathing to heavy I get worried" he said grabbing my hand.

The doctor walked in looking sad. "Spencer there's no easy way to say this.." He said looking down.

"What?"'I asked sitting up. "The.." He looked at me. "I'm so sorry. Your cancer has found it's way back and it's... Spreading" he said.

I wiped away my tears and he left looking upset. That must be a horrible job.

"No..." Toby said kissing me. "I'm dying" I mumbled wiping away my tears.

Toby wrapped his arms around me and looked me in the eye. "Your
Not dying. Not to me. If you leave no matter what happens you will never be dead" Toby said a tear rolling down his cheek.

"I'm scared..." I admitted. "And that's healthy" he said pressing our foreheads together.

I smiled and looked on the bright side if things. I don't know what that is but we should take a minute and not look on the bad side.

He kissed me lightly but it felt like the most amazing thing in the world.

"No matter what happens promise me one thing" I said. He nodded and I started talking... "When I die-" "if" he cut me off. "If I die promise me that you won't throw your life away and go back to drug dealing" I regretted saying.

"I'm done with that" he said kissing me again.