Hate love and secrets

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Spencer's POV:

I sat up in bed not remembering what happened last night except for me and Toby making up.

I smile to myself and get up. Then I feel the hangover and fall back onto bed.

I groan into the pillow as Toby walks in with breakfast.

He laughs and puts breakfast beside me. "Do you like French toast?" Toby asks.

I nod and slowly look up. I assumed it would be cereal but he made me breakfast.

"I'll be right back I have to shower..." He mumbled blushing.

I look onto the tray and there's a note.

"I'm sorry about what happened last night. -love Toby" I said to myself.

I giggled and started eating.

After Toby came out he was still blushing... I felt my cheeks burning.

"Thank you for breakfast..." I say.

"It was easy" Toby said sitting beside me.

"I love you" I say kissing him.

After breakfast I had to get up.

I felt my hair and it felt so greasy... I have to shower.

But I can't even stand up straight.

"I could help you" Toby said smirking.

"Sure..." I mumbled as he kissed my neck holding me up.

When we got in Toby wouldn't stop holding me even if I was stable enough... But I'm not complaining.

I was about to talk when he grabbed my ass making me gasp. I was never comfortable with that.

Suddenly he pushed me against the wall holding me up by pressing me hard against the wall.

He seemed more demanding. He kissed me hard not allowing me to talk. He stroked me from my back to my inner thighs making me uncomfortable. "Stop.." I mumbled weakly. He released me and turned off the hot water.

"What?" He asked. I covered myself and got out of the shower.

I wrapped myself in a towel and walked into the bedroom so he couldn't see me naked.

I took off my towel dried off a bit and slid on underwear and pajamas.

"Spence?" Toby said scaring me. I spun around and saw Toby in nothing but a towel.

For some reason I feel sick like I had been pressured... I know I wasn't but it didn't feel right.

I turned back around and put on a robe.

"Are you okay?" He asked now fully clothed. I nodded and walked into the living room.

I sat down and Toby walked in. "Wanna talk about it?" He asked putting his hand on my knee.

"No... I mean just.. Let me think" I mumbled acting like I didn't care about his hand on my knee.

I ran my fingers through my hair ad bit my lip.

"Fine lets talk..." I mumbled. "I just... When we were in the shower and you touched me where I didn't wanna be touched it felt weird" I blurted out.

"Sorry.." He mumbled seeming angry.

"Are you seriously mad at me?!" I suggested crossing my arms.

"Geez spence we are married! Don't you think it's time to grow up? I just want to touch you is that to hard to understand?!" He snapped unexpectedly.

I pulled back tears but one came out. I wiped it away and looked down.

"I'm sorry I-" "no Toby you're right! It's totally not my choice if I want you to grab my ass! That's all you!" I snapped.

"I'm sorry spencer it's your choice" he said.

"No! It's not, because all anyone wants to do to me is yell at me for not putting up with there shit!" I yelled.

"Do you want me to go..?" Toby asked. "Yes!" I snapped. He nodded and got up looking guilty.

Toby's POV:

As I was walking out feeling guilty bailey ran up to me.

"Hi! Where's spence?" She asked. "We got into a fight... Why do you care?" I spat. "That's horrible...if its not to early would you like to do something together?" She asked.

"I would never" I said.

Her smile faded and she put a hand on my shoulder. "You'll never be truly happy with her. After she finds out the kinda stuff you did she's gonna hate you" she said smirking. I brushed her off I me and got in the car.

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