Spencer and Toby: together for eternity

True love

Spencer's POV:

When I wake up its the morning and Toby isn't there.

I see that I'm in pajama shorts and one of his shirts. He must've saw how ugly the scars were and left. Why do I always assume the worst?

I hold back tears when I walk out but I'm suprised to see Toby leaning over the counter crying a bit but he still looked pissed.

"Toby?" I ask softly.

"Spencer" he says wiping away the tears. He glances at my scar and looks away before walking to me.

"Are you okay?" I ask

"I know you should be the one crying but I don't understand why he would do this to you" he says stroking just outside of it being careful not to hurt me.

"I'm fine Toby really stop worrying so much" I say running my fingers trough his hair.

He kisses me and things get pretty heated.

He picks me up and puts me on the counter. I decide to let it go on for a few more minutes but I don't think I'm ready yet. After being raped I can't do it.

He puts my legs around his but when he roughly stroked my thigh it begins to hurt. A lot.

I pull back and move his hand. After he realized what he did he started apologizing like crazy. "It's okay..." I mumbled as the pain goes away.

I make him look up and he looks sad. "This is about more than what just happened... Toby what's going on?" I ask. It came out as I I was annoyed but I wasn't.

"I always took out my shit on you." He admits.

"Only if you know it was wrong... I've already forgiven you" I say rubbing his back.

He slowly kisses me and backs up letting me off the counter.

I hug him tightly and we talk while I cook for him.

He didn't want me to but I insisted.

(1 week later)

It is really starting to go away. The scar in my thigh.

I decide to do something. I think I'm ready to he with him in that way... But I wanna make sure he wants to as well.

When he walked in I kissed him hard.

"What was that for?" He asked.

"I feel like I'm ready to be with you..." I whisper.

Toby smirks a little and stares at me. "Are you sure..?" He asks.

I nod and he slowly picks me up.

He places me on the bed lightly and gets onto me making sure he's not hurting me.

"Tell me if you're uncomfortable" he whispers in my ear making me get goosebumps.

He pulls off his shirt and I admire his 6 pack for a second before he undoes the first button on my top.

He looks at me for permission to take it off completely and I nod.

He pushes off my shirt leaving me in my bra.

After all our clothes are off we go under the blankets. After he goes in he pins me there not allowing me to move my hands making me feel weird. "Please let go" I say.

He nods and lets me go and goes back in slowly.

He hugs me and pulls me as close to him as possible.

He lightly kisses me but I move down to his neck and suck making him groan.

I kiss his shoulder and close my eyes taking in the pleasure.

(20 minutes later)

He rolls off of me and I feel him pulling me onto him. I'm still breathing heavily but he whispers "shh" in my ear making me wanna fall asleep.