Spencer and Toby: together for eternity

Recap

Spencer's POV:

"I don't wanna talk about it" I repeat to aria. We're almost home.

"We can talk about it tomorrow" she mumbles.

"No we're not! All I need you to do is call Toby and ask for
My car."

"Fine" she groans grabbing my phone.

As she dials the number she keeps looking down to press the buttons.

I see a car swerving and panic. "ARIA W-" suddenly the car flips over and I land on my head hard with prices of glass all over me. It stings but my head hurts more.

I glance at aria weakly who is either dead or passed out. "Aria..." I whisper. Before passing out I war Toby scream something into the phone.

I glance around and everything is bright. I'm in a small apartment.

It gets a little darker and I look up to see a guy who looks familiar.

"Happy 1 year anniversary" he says kissing me.

I have to kiss back and the next thing I know it I'm opening a gift from him. We must be deeply in love because he got me real diamond earrings and he doesn't seem to he very rich.

"Thank you Toby!" I squeal putting them on. So his names Toby and we have been together for a year.

But I feel nothin for him. The only thing I remember is having 3 best friends hanna, Emily and aria. They are the only things I remember about my life.

Something bad must have happened to me.

My eyes open and I'm in a bright room with tubes connected to me and I'm in a leg cast.

I'm in a hospital room.

I look around slowly blocking the light with my hand and see the boy from my dreams and only 2 of my friends. Emily and Hanna.

Before they see I'm awake I look at my hand and see a wedding ring. We got married in a rush.

"Spencer!" Emily exclaims.

The other 2 people look at me with smiles when suddenly the boy gives me a hard kiss.

"I'm so sorry" he says holding my hand.

"For what?" I ask.

His smile fades and he grabs my other hand. "Spencer, dont you remember me..?" He asks a tear rolling down his cheek.

"No. Only Emily Hanna and aria" I say not knowing what would happen.

"Toby she will-" Emily is cut off by him yelling something like "I'm not important to her!"

Hanna rushes to me grabbing my hand as Toby sits down looking angry.

I sit up in bed and look at Hanna. "Do you remember us..?" Hanna asks.

"Yes" I say.

The boy looks even more angry and storms out.

"But... What is his name?" I ask.

Her smile fades and she looks at me in pure shock. "He's Toby cavannaugh. Your husband." She says showing me my ring again.

"Why is he mad at me?" I ask.

"He's not mad at you it's just..." Emily says. "Just what?" I ask dumbfounded. "Look, the doctor said you would only remember the things your brain wants to remember. And you didn't wanna remember mental trauma so... Toby must have done something to you that got you scared. And now he's just mad because he doesn't think you're important to him." Emily says.

Suddenly something came back to me when she said he caused me harm.

(Flashaback)

I walked into the kitchen to see Toby heavily making out with a blonde. It wasn't clear at first but now I know it's Hanna. I drop the bags and run to my car then see him walk out kissing her.

(End of flashback)

I feel my expression change and I look at Hanna. "You... Had an affair with Toby." I say gulping.

"Spence I never meant to hurt you. It was a drunken mistake, honest" she says.

As she says that I still feel sick when I think of Toby. There's something else.

"Bring him back in here" I say to Emily.

She walks out and I stare at Hanna.

"Where's aria" I ask softly.

"She broke her neck and... Lost her baby. She was pregnant" Hanna says.

(Flashback)

I send the text to aria shakily as Toby walks in.

"Please let me go" I say crying.

"That's up to you!" He yells aggressively.

"I need a car ride" I beg.

"I can't help you! Your making me choose between you and my friends!" He yells.

"And you chose the A team!" I say storming out.

(End of flashback)

"WHAT IS A?!" I scream as Toby walks in.

When I think about A I feel... Death. Despair. Sadness.

It's worse than anything I've felt.

I look around shaking and I see Toby staring at me crying. He chose the "A team" over me.

Whatever it is, it's not a good thing.

"Can we have some time alone?" He asks softly. The girls nod and walk out.

He sits down beside me and stares at me intensely.

"Why didn't you love me?" He asks. My eyes tear up. I only have 2 bad memory's of him and when I think of him I think of torture. Torture and passion and love.

"Did we get into a lot of fights?" I ask.

"I'm gonna come clean. I wasn't the best husband okay?! I was the worst person to you and I was gonna call you but now you hate me because all you REMEMBER ARE BAD THINGS!" He shouts getting in my face.

"I'm sorry" I say confused. This is my fault. Why can't I just remember the good times?

A tear rolls down my cheek and I wipe it away.

"What?" He asks. "I said I'm sorry. This is my fault. Right? What else would you like me to say?" I ask.

".... What do you feel when you think of me?" He asks softly.

"Torture passion and love" I blurt out.

"I feel sadness overcome my body, but I feel passionate and I feel my heart skip a beat. I just wish I remember you" I add.

He blushes a bit.

"Words or feeling help me." I say.

He kisses me and I get a lot of memory's back. When he asked me to marry him, when we went to Paris, and our first kiss.

He pulls back and I start to love him again. But I'm not ready to fully trust him quite yet. So lets restart. To me that's our first kiss.