Spencer and Toby: together for eternity

I hate you!

Spencer's POV:

I place the baby in his crib and he begins crying.

I take him out gently and sit in the rocking chair beside his crib.

I give Dustin his bottle then stroke
His face while rocking the chair lightly back and forth.

I hear Toby stumble in and feel panic rise in me.

Ever since the baby was born... Toby has been drinking. A lot. And sometimes we get into very big arguments and the baby starts crying... And he doesn't let me go quiet him.

Dustin falls asleep after a few minutes and I hear Toby groaning while throwing beer cans and possibly bottles on the ground.

I get up slowly and place the baby in his small crib lightly... Being very careful not to wake him up again.

I am about to go back to our room and simply lock myself in but I hear him call me. "SPENCER!" He yells. Thank god the baby didn't wake up.

If I don't go down there, things could get worse than arguments... I think.

I tiptoe to him being careful not to wake up the baby on our squeaky floor.

"W-what?" I ask shaking.

"Pick this up." He says clearly angry.

I pick up all the beer cans and throw them out.

"What're you just standing there for? C-come sit down with me." He says walking to the chair and falling into it.

"I-I can't it's a chair." I say, hoping he won't even remember I can sit on his lap.

"Come sit on my lap then" he says annoyed.

I gulp and sit down on his lap, but as far away from him as possible.

I feel him place his hand on my hip and my breaths come out shaky.

He Begins kissing my neck and jaw.

"T-Toby I need to go to bed-" "no! Unless you want me to be with some other girl... Th-then it's all y-your fault." His words barely make any sense, yet they are so powerful.

I feel his lips already going down my arms... He knows my answer.

"Okay." I say, allowing him to kiss me wherever he pleases.

I feel my shirt being unbuttoned and I let a son escape me.

Toby looks up at me, almost angrily.

"Don't you cry, I never forced you to do nothing." He says coldly.

I nod and he pulls off my shirt.

I feel the embarrassment hit me as he takes one look a me and laughs.

"Gee spence, your really... Wow." He laughs, then continues sucking my neck.

I feel bad about the way I look then I remember all the times Toby called me beautiful...

I was always... Skinny. To skinny. Especially in my... Private areas.

Even after giving birth, I lost the weight like that.

"Am I really that ugly?" I whimper. I want to shove the words back into my mouth.

"Nah your okay- y-you are just skinny- everywhere." He laughs continuing to kiss my body.

I sigh and lay back letting him do his thing.

(40 minutes later)

Toby was finally tired of me so we stopped but he made me sleep on him.

I cover myself with the grey blanket lying on the couch.

He is just sitting there, still awake.

I put a pillow beside him and curl up beside him, falling asleep.

Toby's POV:

When I wake up I have a massive headache.

But that wasn't exactly the first thing on my mind.

I see a naked spencer sitting on me. Shit, it happened again.

I frown and I'm about to wake spencer up when I notice she's already awake, bawling into the pillow.

Our clothes are on the floor and the events of last night start to come back to me.

I remember throwing things around then forcing her to clean up... Then having sex with her while calling her ugly.

Shit...

I pull the pillow away from her face and hold onto her tightly.

She gets up, puts on her clothes and basically sprints to our sons room.

I feel terrible, and I put on my clothes as fast as possible before running to the baby's room.

I hear spencer shushing him and I walk in.

"You wanna talk?" I ask.

She puts him down and basically whips me across the face with her pointy finger tips.

I feel a sting but choose to ignore it.

"Spencer-" "NO!" She cries, falling onto the floor her whole body shakes as she bawls into her hands.

After a while, she calms down.

"You forced me-" "I know." I say.

"You threatened to leave me if I didn't!" She cries causing me to cry.

"And I'm not pretty or sexy, according to you!" She cries again, causing me to bawl.

I sit down beside her and she scrambles away.

"W-well guess what?!" She cries. "I-I hate you to!" She screams.

(A/N: SOOOO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING BUT FIRST IT WAS BECAUSE I RAN OUT OF IDEAS THEN BECAUSE I WAS MOVING.)