ᴼᵁᴿ ᵀᴵᶜᴷᴵᴺᴳ ᵀᴵᴹᴱ~|ᴴʸᵁᴺᴸᴵˣ~|

92

WARNING: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD
TW ⚠️: Su!cide

"N-No. No. No please take it back, doc. H-He's not de-dead." Yongbok's breath knocked out of his chest, a train of tears flowed from his twitching eyes. His nose and throat stung as if a lethal barbed wire hugged his neck. Chan rushed behind him, fighting the very urge to sob as well from the sad sudden news but tears are just too heavy to stay still.

"We did our very best, Mr. Lee." Chef Jung lowered his head and bowed, apologizing with his genuine heart.

"N-No you're l-lying. You're fucking l-lying!"

"The patient had a cardiac arrest while in the middle of the operation. We tried resuscitating him for ten minutes, but to no avail. His heart didn't produce a pump anymore. We're sorry, Mr. Lee."

Yongbok violently shakes his head. At this point, he just wanted to be dead rather than hearing the explanation of how Hyunjin, his love, just died on the operating table. Died in the hands of the professionals he trusted. "No. NO! HE'S NOT DEAD! HE PROMISED ME HE WILL STAY! HYUNJIN PROMISED HE WILL FIGHT! YOU PROMISED YOU WILL NOT LET HIM DIE! I THOUGHT YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING?!" He lost control and attacked the poor doctor, gripping his shoulders tight and with desperation for the doctor to tell him he was joking.

Maybe Hyunjin was doing the thing he did before to him. Maybe he was playing games with him and pulling pranks on him. His boyfriend couldn't die this fast. He couldn't lose Hyunjin this easily. This is not fair. Their time couldn't just end like this. THIS IS TOO QUICK FOR THEM!

"Mr. Lee..."

Chan goes behind him and uses all his strength to pull his cousin away, using his arms to chain Yongbok. "Yongbok please-"

"BUT YOU KILLED HIM! NOW MY BOYFRIEND'S DEAD! HE'S DEAD!" Yongbok squirmed hard, trying to pull himself away from Chan. But he couldn't gain strength anymore. He was tapped out.

His knees surrendered and wobbled down the floor. Yongbok's tears were watering the floor. His fist punching the tiles in utter anger. He was heart broken.

"Yongbok-"

"He's gone..."

"Yongbok..."

"HYUNJIN IS DEAD!" He hated how the word rolled out of his tongue. It was disgusting he wanted to vomit. He couldn't accept it.

He then heard the door of the operating room open. A male nurse has a tray in his hands with all the tools they used for the operation.

The tools that ended Hyunjin's life.

~⚠️~

He stood up and shocked everyone when he stole the scalpel from the tray and pointed the bloody, sharp end straight to his neck. The blood his boyfriend owns is still fresh on the tool that resulted in more cries from him.

Ans to push further on his flesh.

"YONGBOK, PUT THAT DOWN!" Chan begged him, sobbing harder and warily attempts to get closer to Yongbok and steal the scalpel but Yongbok dodged it and pushed the tool deeper, blood gushing out of the wound that made him wince but paid no mind.

The pain in his heart couldn't compare to this feeling. He was just numb all over. He just wanted everything to end from this very second.

"Mr. Lee please! Don't do this! This is not what Hyunjin wants you to do." Doctor Jung tried to compensate.

But Yongbok was unstoppable now.

"My boyfriend's dead. There's no use of my life here. I'm gonna follow him." Yongbok tiredly looked at his cousin, slowly catching his breath now as his sight growing black. "Hyung, tell my parents I love them. And I love you guys."