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Yongbok's P.O.V:

Gosh, am i in heaven now?

Or am I just dreaming?

No, any of those aren't near possible.

Because what I'm seeing in front of me, was legit and factually existing.

Hyunjin hyung, is still in my room — cuddling me so warmly with our bodies tangled up.

AHHHHHH ALAOXJENWKDUDJENDLXKKS I CAN'T!

But, i don't want y'all to think that i took advantage of what happened last night. I didn't, i swear!

........okay, maybe just a little bit. But i actually had a nightmare! I didn't invent that thing just to get my landlord's attention. I'm not like that. I just...i didn't expect hyung will actually hold me like that to comfort me. At first, i thought he will push me away when i wrapped my arms around him. Surprisingly, he did not! He even laid down beside me and slept with me!

Honestly, i thought that once I'll open my eyes, hyung will be nowhere in my sight since i told him he can stay just until I get back to unconsciousness. But he didn't. He stayed, and he's still here, arms and legs even wrapped around me. I can't help but feel so protected. And comforted.

I really appreciate what he did last night. He didn't have to barge in and wake me up from my atrocious nightmare but he did. And hyung....even apologized to me. Seriously, i don't get why does he need to apologize. He did nothing wrong. Nevertheless, i felt warmed by it.

Hyunjin hyung is still in his deep slumber while me, I'm just watching his face and memorize all the pretty details he got in every inch of his skin. I've never had a chance to be this up close with hyung as he always push me around, or if not, lock himself out.

But ever since that incident after he took me to the hospital, everything suddenly changed in one poof. And I'm still in the middle of collecting and processing all these. I mean, don't misunderstand, i very much like how hyung was treating me now. I just can't help but to be puzzled how fast he changed.

Or maybe....this will only last until i finally get my strength back.

Yeah.... that's probably right.

NO! COME ON, LEE YONGBOK! DON'T THINK LIKE THAT! JUST FOCUS ON THE POSITIVE! Now is not the time to be consumed by ugly sadness when your crush is just inches away from you!

I smiled, feeling the confidence gaining back in me after almost slipping away. I don't want to cover my thought with something as negative as that. Things like that only pulls me down.

Gosh, Hyunjin hyung. Why are you so handsome? Effortlessly handsome. His face looks peaceful unlike when he's awake where he always screw his eyebrows and frown 24/7. Don't misunderstand, i like that part of him because he's adorable while he do so. But this one, this Hyunjin is the side I've never seen and I'm glad I had the chance to grab it now.

His lips, his plump lips were actually the first thing I've noticed from my landlord. The first time i set a foot in this house, that part of his body pulled my attention the most. How full they are and how pinkish they look.

What would it feel like if those lips are in between in my li—

YONGBOK, OH MY GOD! YOUR THOUGHTS! STAWPHHH~~~!

Giggling, my lower lip caught in between my teeth to stifle my chuckles, feeling giddy from the intrusive thought i just had.

Why am I suddenly thinking things like that? Oh my geesauceeee.

If only you have any idea how you make me feel, hyung. If only you have.

Well, i mean i could just spill my confession right this minute but, i don't think it's the time yet. Everything has a right time to commit. Let me just take up a few more courage, hyung.

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