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72

Hyunjin's P.O.V:

Jesus. I didn't mean to actually get on his nerves. I was just teasing, for heaven's sake! I didn't know it'd get him down to his bones. Did I really go too far there?

Well...he told you many times to stop. You didn't listen and kept on mocking him, you meany.

Oh come on! ALL OF THESE ARE RATHER HILARIOUS THAN WORRYING! HAHAHA YONGBOK WAS SO HARD LIKE A STONEHENGE (A/N: If you know the reference of this line, I love you.)

‘Shut up, Yang. You're not fucking helping.’

“Even though you're actually wrong here and you had to be held accountable for his grumpiness, I think it wasn't all that the reason why he acted that way.”

‘What? Tell me now. Stop with this fucking suspense!’

“I think, from the way I observed him, it's because he was..... sexually frustrated.”

Jaw.......dropped.

I'm...gagged. (A/N: RPDR influenced me with the use of this word 😩)

‘Sexually frustrated? How?’

“God, are you actually that stupid and brainless? You... got a large amount of effect on him, including his hormones and testosterone so anything you've done earlier made him excited and turned on. For fucking real. But then you teased him and told him things you wanna help his dick off and shit, seducing him with your outfit and insane visuals and it took a toll on him because he was HOLDING HIMSELF BACK.”

‘Holding back? To wha– OH WAIT! He mentioned that he was a sentimental and traditional kind of guy, stuff like that. Does that mean he was stopping himself for something to happen between us because...... he wanted it to happen only after we become official?
Gosh, this was so prick of me! I just...I just wanted to get even to him, you know? From all the teasing stuff he has done to me as well.’

“But you guys are different. You just take it as a joke. He takes it seriously because he's all out attracted to you and loves you. And mind you, your red sexy hair did not help his situation.”

God... Now I'm so guilty for what I've done. I actually thought I was being funny and he was riding along with my teasing. I didn't know it'd affect him that badly. Ugh, I'm such a dou–

"–ung? Hyung? HYUNG?"

"H-Huh?" Thanks to Yongbok who slapped me on the cheek (not really harsh so he's got a pass on that), I came back to my senses. I didn't even recall how we were inside the house already and we're even sitting on the couch now!

I was THAT lost of my own thoughts.

"What happened? Is your cancer attacking again?"

"No. Not that. I'm fine." Well, not totally because my chest just so coincidentally happened to be striking again with some throbbing and I felt weak. Great, my cancer just had to be a bitch right at this second as well.

But I didn't tell him about it to not worry him anymore. He's dealing with some...things on his own too. I'll just deal with mine quietly.

"You sure? You kept wincing and your face was frowning for a while now. I've been noticing it."

I forced a shake of a head while clutching the armrest of the couch, hiding my pain each squeeze. "I'm sure. I'm just...t-thinking..." FUCK that throbbed so bad! "...w-what we'll eat for tonight." Just calm down, Hyunjin. You'll get through this. This fucker wouldn't last long.

"I'm sure it'll be a lot and delicious. I heard Minho hyung and Jeongin are the ones who cooked."

"But yours taste the best than anything else." Realizing that it might give another message or unintentional innuendo, I slapped my mouth and apologetically lowered my head. "I-I... It's not a tease if that's what you're thinking. I'm telling the tru–"