Chapter 114

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That night, Gu Siyu tossed and turned again, unable to sleep. She kept wondering why Huo Junxian didn't accept her proposal to stay. As she thought about it, her confidence waned, and she began to speculate about Huo Junxian's true intentions for coming abroad.

Was it to catch her?

Indeed, the moment they met, Huo Junxian said she wanted to catch her, even threatened to call the police.

At that time, Gu Siyu was indeed scared and panicked. Now, strangely, she felt happy. This indicated that Huo Junxian had her in mind.

Lying down, Gu Siyu rested her head on her arm and let out a deep sigh. "Ah."

What did it all mean?

Gu Siyu held her phone, thinking of messaging Huo Junxian, but then realized she didn't have Huo Junxian's number saved. Every time, she had to go to the hotel to find Huo Junxian. On this night, she couldn't even reach out.

Unexplainably, Gu Siyu felt uncomfortable, a tightness in her chest, beginning to feel anxious.

She was so afraid that Huo Junxian didn't want her anymore.

Gu Siyu wanted to talk to someone about this feeling but realized there was no one she could talk to. All her classmates were much younger. Kids of that age liked to go clubbing and meet older students at bars. Gu Siyu had long passed the rebellious stage; now her temperament was much calmer, rarely playing with them.

After thinking for a while, she went to the bookshelf to pick up a book. The one Huo Junxian had read in the morning, "Can I Bite?", was still there.

Turning page by page, Gu Siyu loved the little crocodile inside, one page after another of daily life that she couldn't stop watching.

Meanwhile, after returning to the hotel, Huo Junxian didn't sleep either. After putting the flowers in a vase, she texted Ning Xianzhi, telling her about rejecting Gu Siyu today.

Ning Xianzhi was surprised and sent several "Congratulations" in a row: [Excellent, you've started controlling yourself, focusing on appearances before adjusting internally. Generally speaking, I don't want to label your behavior as "problematic"; you just don't know "how to love" someone.]

Huo Junxian: [Thank you.]

Ning Xianzhi was a psychologist, not a medical doctor. She viewed mental health as "healthy" or "unhealthy" rather than "sick" or "not sick."

No matter what happens, once it's related to "sickness," it becomes very strange. The simplest example: if you don't realize you have a cold, you might still go out and have fun. Once you realize you're sick, you'll lie down and feel like you can't do anything and need to adjust properly.

Even if Ning Xianzhi knew that Huo Junxian's mentality was very "pathological," she didn't want Huo Junxian to think of herself as "sick," because once the boundary was drawn, Huo Junxian would feel that she was sick and could act as she pleased.

Ning Xianzhi said: [You've controlled yourself well.]

Perhaps it was really excessive lovesickness.

On the 24th, there was a heavy rain. The entire city was beaten by rain, and Gu Siyu sat in the classroom, chin in hand, watching the rain outside.

Teacher Smith was still talking about the last exam paper. Seeing her absent-mindedness, she knocked on the table with a long ruler and shouted, "Xing, what are you thinking? Do you understand the questions?"

In school, everyone called her "Xing" because she used her real name for homework and exams. In life, more people called her "Gu Siyu." Originally, she thought of starting a new life with a new name, but some habits were hard to change. When asked her name, she always blurted out "Gu Siyu."

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