I was very overwhelmed yesterday evening and until today. I can't believe I am now a scholar! Even though it is just a message for now and I haven't signed the contract yet, receiving that message that I've been waiting for since June 20, and even losing hope yesterday morning, was so fricking awesome. I applied for that scholarship just so my parents could see that I was making an effort for my college. I am confident that I will pass the State University exam, yet I didn't study at all for the exam. It was my first time though, and I thought "stock knowledge" was all I needed. I've lost hope since then for my college. Even my closest teacher helped me to get into this biggest university in the country, yet all my efforts went in vain as I wasn't able to take their entrance exam.
Now this opportunity comes up and I will take it now no matter what. I don't care about a better opportunity later, I will play the card dealt with me now. I didn't realize at first how this scholarship was the one that's going to save me and make me able to go to the college and get my dream course.
I'm overwhelmed with happiness.
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Non-FictionThought crisis of an eighteen years old. Not poor and not rich, yet rich. Part 1 out of 50.
