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I really have no motivation right now. But you know, if I feed myself to all of my negativity, I might never recover if I got rejected. "I found that heaven is a place, where you're out of my head, you're out of my head." I just wanted to write that down. That chorus has been in my mind since the afternoon. Wow, and then I just realized, I said earlier that I would search about how to stop envy, but I quickly forgot about it. No, no, no, what is wrong with me? What the...? "I found that heaven is a place, where you're out of my head, you're out of my head." Right now I'm dancing in my grave, 'cause I'm better off dead, I'm better off...

I'm crazy now.

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