Seungmin X Straykids One Shots

Decision

Title - Decision
Ship - Seungmin X Ot7
Top - Ot7
Bottom - Seungmin
Au - Idol Au
Warnings/Tags - Sad Seungmin, Mistreatment, bad self image
Summary - Due to the way he has been treated lately, Kim Seungmin makes a decision that is sure to leave an impact on everyone.
Word count - 1604

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At first Seungmin thinks it was just him misunderstanding things, maybe he was reading the situation wrongly. Yeah that was probably it… Right?

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He first had the thought that the members no longer liked him when they had started making plans without him. In the beginning it was subtle, two members going out together? Normal, four? It happens, six? Rarely, but it does occur. But all seven of them going out continuously without him? Now that was unusual.

He really does try his best to sooth his racing mind, overthinking will get him no where. But he could only do so much.

Currently, Straykids are at a photoshoot, their first schedule for the day. They left the dorms as early as seven in the morning and headed straight to the photoshoot destination.

It was a garden, filled with different varieties of plants. It ranged from edible green leaves, to both edible and non edible flowers. The garden was pretty big so the company was able to seclude an area for their shoot. It was being guarded by staff to ensure nothing was out of place, although not many people were there that early in the morning. Even if it was a Saturday.

“You have really dark under eye bags Seungmin-ssi, you should try getting some more sleep and rest. The darker these are, the harder they are to cover.” The stylist doing his make up said.

“Yes, noona. I'll try my best.” He replies

All she said was harmless advice. It was part of her job after all to make sure he looked visually appealing, she was only giving him pointers. Yet Seungmin's brain could only focus on the negative, the fact he was making her job harder. He was being a burden.

He was already feeling bad about the members and now this, it was not a good combination.

Done with his make up, he dressed up in his first outfit for the photoshoot. It was a white coloured trouser paired with a sky blue button up and a while fluffy sweater, unbuttoned, and white sneakers, he had some jewelry on as well to complement the look.

As he stepped out of the changing stall, he noticed Han on his phone in one of the chairs scattered along the place. He approached him and sat in the chair next to his.

“Hey Han, what’cha doing?”

“Huh? Oh just scrolling through Twitter.” He uninterestedly replied, looking back down at his phone.

“Oh, did you see anything interesting?”

“No, not really.”

“Umm, okay…”

“Uh, I got to go, I wanna meet Lee Know for something.” Before Seungmin could even say anything else he had already got up and left.

“Sure…” Seungmin mutters to himself.

That interaction was one of many. Whenever he wanted to speak with any of the members these days, the conversation would always seem one sided and forced.

He tried to delude himself into thinking it was not true, but it has occurred one too many times to be considered a misunderstanding, at this point, it seemed as though it was a norm.

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“Alright! That was a good one guys. The photos all came out great! Rest up well.” The director of the shoot said, pleased at the outcome of the photoshoot.