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Buck and Tommy have been dating for almost a month and buck has avoided saying I love you. One day Tommy confronts him
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When buck told Tommy he liked him he didn't mean in that way but then Tommy kissed him and buck was a people pleaser so he just went with it.

They had been dating for a few weeks and it was nice. Buck liked going on dates and holding his hand but he couldnt stop wishing it was eddie

He avoided saying I love you because it felt like a lie. He liked Tommy but he didn't love him

About a month in Tommy finally had enough and while they were at bucks apartment getting ready for a date Tommy suddenly spoke.

"Say I love you. Say it once so I know you do" Tommy says

"I like you. I do." Buck says but hesitates obviously having more to say.

"Say it. Say the rest. I need to hear it" Tommy says demanding and buck looks away

"I love eddie. I'm sorry" Buck
says and Tommy nodded before grabbing his things

"Someone once told me if you fall in love with someone else you were never really in love with the first one. I think it's the opposite for you. I think I was your second but he will always be your first" Tommy said and smiled Simi sadly

"I think your right... I really liked the idea of us but I...." Buck stops again not wanting to add to injury

"Couldn't stop thinking about him. Tell him buck so the next person won't have to deal with this." Tommy says and buck nods

"Goodbye buck" Tommy says before leaving and buck knows they are over.

Buck knows he has to tell eddie the truth so he texts him asking if he can come to their house

Eddie agreed and he heads to the diaz house. Soon he arived and knocks.

"Hey you didn't need to knock you know your always welcome thats why I gave you a key" eddie says easily and buck relaxes a little

"Right yea. Is chris in bed?" Buck asked knowing it was late

He and Tommy were going to watch a drive in movie before everything happened. "He is but you can still go see him" eddie offers

Buck takes up the offer and goes to see chris just in case things don't go well.

He kisses chris' head and heads back out to where eddie is. "So what's up?" Eddie asks knowing buck too well to be fooled.

"The day Tommy and I got together wasn't suposed to go that way. I wasn't trying to get his attention I was trying to get yours." Buck says hoping eddie understands

Eddie looks suprised "you mean" he cuts himself off so buck says it

"I love you and I hated seeing you get closer to Tommy" Buck says and eddie laughed

"Wow your an idiot" he says and buck assumes that means he doesn't feel the same

"We can just forget this every happened" Buck says afraid he was going to lose eddie and chris

Then eddie puts his hands on bucks shoulders and smiles "Buck I love you too. I wouldn't replace you because you can't be replaced." Eddie says and hugs buck

"You love me?" Buck asks suprised and eddie kissed him

When they pull apart they are grinning. "Does that answer your question?" Eddie asks and buck nods

He then saw his phone light up. It was a text from Maddie.

Maddie- hey your ex-boyfriend? Is at the bar.

Buck- yea we broke up is he ok?

Maddie- yea he is definitly ok

Then there is a photo of Josh and Tommy flirting and dancing.

Buck- awe I'm happy for them.

Maddie- how are you feeling?

Buck smiles. He loved how caring his sister was. He looked at eddie who was kissing his shoulders as they cuddle

"Do you want to tell the others about us?" Buck asks and eddie smiles

"Of course. I want everyone to know" eddie responds and buck smiles as he types

Buck-  I'm great. Me and eddie are together

Maddie- like together together?

Buck- yep

Maddie- yay I'm happy for you

Buck- thanks

He then put his phone away to enjoy this new stage in his life. He was glad Tommy was alright and found someone that will love him and Josh deserves someone like Tommy. Someone that will take care of him. It was perfect

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