‎‧₊˚✿[ℓιттℓє ωση∂єяѕ]✿˚₊‧ 「𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲/𝐉𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥」

1st August 2024

So, a good few things had happened these past few days I haven't been updating. I forgot about the book most days and just haven't been motivated much to update whenever i was online. I haven't really been that motivated to do much of anything if I'm being honest.

I kind of just feel numb inside right now, like, everything I feel is just blankness there is nothing. I'm not sure how to better describe it all but it just feels like I'm existing, if that, most of the time it's like I don't exist. I'm not there and I'm not around or real.

And it makes me question a lot about everything to be honest. A few things happened today, I won't be saying WHAT since it's kind of personal (but not really I guess), I talked about it on c.ai so Muchiko knows what went down, and Lucille knows about the situation before things went down.

I've calmed down from being pissed off, had some fun with the two but now i feel all icky again. It was nice when it lasted but I don't know.

I've been helping some people out with things though!! (Won't say who or what with) but I'm glad we trust each other enough to share that kind of thing.

...uhhh yeah. That's really about it I think.... I think but blank spaces in my mind :/ might make some one shots based around myself because it's my one shots and I do whatever I want.

:^ I'm craving food.. I wish I could grab something to eat but I still don't know how to pick the type of locks Thea bitches put onto the cabinets and shit yet :(

•_• < is Ren ... he says hi!

.... Gonna go to sleep and shit but like yeah :) if I'm not busy I'll be playing Roblox :3

(I hate that btw, JUST because I lost my old account so I have to start from SCATCH- like I had such a good house and loads of pets on Adopt me, amazing scores on other games blah blah AND A GOOD AVATAR ... *sighs* anyway yayyy)

—Nichole, logging off