‎‧₊˚✿[ℓιттℓє ωση∂єяѕ]✿˚₊‧ 「𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲/𝐉𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥」

Story time 😍 (kinda vent from earlier)

Okay, i'm not back home yet but erm, yeah making this because i was embarrassing myself even more by crying in public around people—

Anyway, so around 10am-12pm i woke up (i went to sleep at like 3am?). My period was REALLY hurting me and shit so i was already in a bad mood.

My mum ended saying that i had to get dressed to go to a car boot (erm, just a place where people sell things from their ..cars? Idk like a garage sale??)

And i knew it wasn't too far from the house so i just said that they could go on without me (also outrun in the "i'll be even FARTHER from you when I get into a college, i can stay home for a few hours-" thing into her head as well)

Anyway, we argued about it because my feelings and emotions are worse when i'm bleeding out of my fucking pussaayyy🧍🏻‍♀️ Anygay—

At some point my mum left for a while before coming back into my bedroom and with some clothes, threw them at me to get dressed.

Bitch-

I took FIVE seconds to move and was going to shut the door so I could get changed but this bitch just ended up grabbing me and tried undressing me herself because she had enough of my "shit".

I was super uncomfortable and obviously she didn't fucking understand by the sobbing i was doing (also choking on my own saliva bc I forgot how to breath😭)

Anyway, I ended up being able to get dressed and such without her being a cunt and whatever— anyway, I winded up getting dragged to the carboot and ignored my mum.

I was always by my dad... and I fucking hate him.. so.. yeah..

Anyway.. I wasn't going to ever forgive her at all but erm. Money can buy me I guess because I forgave her the moment she bought me a kuromi plushie.