...i'm not having the best time right now, I've had three fucking panic attacks in a line.. my mum kind of helped me through the first one but the second two have happened since she went downstairs (one having the vivid image in my head and the other one making sure nothing personal was showing or said in a video I took on it-)
Why did I take a video in the middle of a panic attack? Simple I suppose: I have never seen one so big and I guess not only did I want to show family (with the audio fully off, I don't want them to hear that all) but because taking a video out my mind off seeing that thing.
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Anyway, yeah, I thought my fear of spiders and insects was over but turns out. Nope. And it got fucking worse..
Anyway, since I have the recording i'll post it on YouTube (unlisted, I don't want other people to hear and/or kind of see my parents and sister..)
Anyway, don't watch it if you get trigged by somebody having a panic attack, sobbing, etc. or if you don't like spiders and have a massive fear of them.
... the video will appear here if it allows me too.. if not it will be on my mb if you're at all interested— (also read the description)
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