‎‧₊˚✿[ℓιттℓє ωση∂єяѕ]✿˚₊‧ 「𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲/𝐉𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥」

NICHOLE LORE DROP😱

YOOO RANDOM STORY TIME ABOUT MY LIFE IN PRIMARY SCHOOL (middle school) 😍🙏

Mkayyy!! So, I'll just focus on the GOOD shit (or semi-good) bc fuck playground trauma 🙏 that's for another time-

SOOO, I'm a disabled B I T C H (uhh forgot the word but i use a wheelchair sometimes whenever it's REALLY needed-) Anygayz not that important but eh.

So... my school had this place outside of it where there was like a small "hidden" section I guess? And a very weak ass maze just to the side/in front of it.

Sooo, after being an oblivious child and letting kids bully me and throw me off the wheelchair 🙏 I thought it was the perfect idea to just L E T people use it😭

Like- it was almost a daily thing where my classmates would just come over the spot, sit me in the floor and just wheel around in my chair.

..idk why I did this-

I didn't even get smelly rubbers in return😔

ANYWAY- Next up, still keeping with that theme I had this teacher, idk how to spell his name- I'll have him go by "Steve Harrington" 😍

Anyway- he was teaching year 6 and I was in year 5. Whenever I was in my wheelchair in the hallway and he saw me he would INSTANTLY come over and make my day better. Bro wheeled me around on the two back wheels it was so much fun 🙏

...

Uhh.. I was like totally popular 😫 fr fr- hehe 🙏

I had two friends named Samantha and Lily, holy SHIT were these two fucking amazing✨ like I had them over a lot and we played Scooby Doo and shit on my GameCube

(Y E S, name drops 🙏 not like they would see this anyway... uhh maybe :| I would cry if they recognised me still-)

AnyGAY 🏳️‍🌈

ErM i sang "Call Me Maybe" once in front of a bunch of people with my friends Amelia, Alexandra and I THINK Alexander was also there.. maybe that was for a different song though 🧍‍♂️

Anyway, I sucked ass and was just mumbling, Amelia was AMAZING and Alexandra was such a fucking mood, I love her sm✨

I remember us rushing over to a teacher (I forgot what she did, I think she moved to teach year 1 or smth) anyway, "Mrs. brown" that gave us the lyrics. I remember us singing and shit tryna make things PERFECT 👌

... and it was, we slayed... SLAYED THAT HEARING BC I RUINED IT FOR US 😈

Errr I remember my sister (Eli) also doing her thing, she sang "Roar" (Katy Perry) miss Gurl and her friends gave it their all, babes were crawling and acting while singing holy shit 😞

:3

Uhh, ME AND MY FAMILY WERE SO AWESOME AT DOING HALLOWEEN, WE WERE THE HOUSE >:3 I had the entire school asking me if we were still doing Halloween this and that year. UwU

🎤🐁 sQuEeK

I remember my birthday there as well >:3 best shit of my life fr fr.

Uhhh I had two friends named "Hannah" both being such amazing people.

I remember making stop motion things with clay one day.

I remember being the one that made Christmas, Halloween, Easter cards for everyone and always making sure to have chocolate, a toy or if they were lucky some actually money 🙏 I gave that shit out to EVERYONE (especially Mr. H bc he was my father figure n' shit)

I had this teacher that LOVED doctor who. She ended up leaving the school and me and my class did some Under the Sea dance as a send off- T^T

LIKE 😫 WE HAD SUCH GOOD TASTE fr

I have her a picture and she ended up keeping it, I wonder if she somehow still has it :^

Anyway, we always went to conventions and I met her again at one in like 2017 or something and she bought me shit so that was cool.

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I had a ton of awesome doctors >:3 I don't see them as much (it's for my feet: which is the disability shit👍) anyway- I guess that's GOOD but every now and then we go there for check ups and shit and I ALWAYS get so awkward around them but recently visiting them I actually get very happy (since it's a children's hospital and when I turn 19 I leave it for good 😭) but I never get to speak to them all much bc they actually like work and stuff-

Uhhh...

OH!!! I HAD THIS WEIRD LOVERS THING GOING ON 😍

Okay, so I was busy match making Amelia with my best friend Callum. And I liked my other friend Steven so Callum is being a somewhat help with trying to get me closer to than guy.

I think Callum might have liked me thinking back on it 😭 i don't think Steven cared much about my existence 😣

Anyway, then there was this OTHER guy named "Trey" (idk i think that's how it's spelt) who i ends up also liking for some weird reason.. maybe he liked me or he was joking idk 👍

Anyway— none of those relationships went ANYWHERE and my lips are still virgins 😞🙏

But it was a fun little adventure.

(I was OBSESSED over Steven... so actually I'm happy he didn't like me I might've turned out terribly if he put up with that behaviour 😭 glad I out grew that shit-)

Uhh OH!!! Okay, so we didn't have a football place we just had a bit drawn with chalk and felt with it ig.

So, Steven, Trey and a few others guys + girls were playing football and I ended up wanting to join and couldn't fucking play (omg guys I'm a y/n 👉👈 I got myself a weird lovers quarrel/hj)

Nah anyway. At some point Trey kicked the ball and it hit me square in the face. I was bleeding and she pretty badly ✌️ anyway, all is gud bc Callum ended up helping me out and stuff-

🎃🔫

HEHE- Me and Callum were together ALL the damn time TwT sooo.. we both loved Minecraft and played it on the ps3 all the time (yes.. 😔I'm that kind of old) anyway- 😫 we ended up making it a make believe thing at school and played "IRL Minecraft"

..ME AND THAT GINGER BOY CREATED MINECRAFT VR BEFORE IT WAS A THING 😡

✨*phone guy noises*✨

I lied about having a boyfriend😔 so me and my friend Jack were like super close but he ended up moving away. Years later me and my other classmates are at the Halloween party (THOSE WERE AMAZING🤩) and somehow everybody believed my lie about Jack and I dating and him coming over to the school for the party (as if that would be allowed💀)

Anyway I had fun with Callum and friends, bought sweets with Amelia and whatever. Did a bunch of shit and had fun with the epic DJ BOOM

Ended up leaving a few minutes after Callum asked where Jack was 😭🙏 nobody said anything after-

(I said it to make Steven jealous I think-)

Anyway- uhhhh

Tegan was another friend of mine, she lived next door and would ALWAYS come over whenever she wished and we would hang out, bake together, do random shit. (Girl next door /literal)

MF she was so hot, I had a gay crush on her so bad 😭

UHHH that's it for now ig- take a cookie 🍪👈