Those Things...

I'm Moving On!!! *dances to Miss Moving On*

I'm getting over my old crush. He refuses to message me anymore, so I'm forgetting him. I already deleted all things pertaining to him off of my phone, so, step 1 accomplished.

Time for step 2-find someone else to focus on. *puts on war paint*

Oh, wait. I've got that. :3 Remember that guy I told you about that let me cry on his shoulder over my original crush? Him. He is just so hot!!!

And sweet...and understanding...and lovable...and romantic...

I know this because one of my friends dated him [insert secret glare] and I was a third wheel at a park. REALLY AWKWARD, LETS JUST SAY THAT.

And, he's the only guy that I have even had a tiny crush on that's called me pretty.

I'm not.

It was at a band banquet, I had dressed up (like everyone else) and he told me I looked really pretty. :3 Then, that dreadful night of graduation on June 1st, when I walked in, he came over and picked me up in a hug and spun me around.

He just instantly lightens my mood. He makes me forget about my old crush, which is what I need.

Okay. Step 3. What is step 3?

I already tried unfriending my crush on Facebook, failed miserably. I sat there. Clicked the "unfriend" button.

"Are you sure you want to unfriend this person?"

Well, when you put it that way...

I chickened out. [insert Stewie voice] damn!

I just need to forget about him.

It just hurts so bad... I want the pain in my chest to go away every time I think of him. At least I'm no longer crying over him.

And I'm having no more dreams.

"You are the only exception." ~Paramore, The Only Exception

To my new crush. You are the only person who helps me forget.

He actually treated me really nice yesterday at band practice. Of course, he threw me over his shoulder and started walking away, but it was really fun!!!

I panicked... I hate heights. XD