Those Things...

Looking back

As I nearly reach 200 parts, I have to look back at all the posts I have on here. Childish. Mature. Some so fucking confusing I have to google why I did that, and come up with nothing.

I have changed. I went through 2 crushes, one I actually loved. Said it to him everyday.

Lets get off the subject.

I have grown. I always have one of these, whether it be at the end of a story, a post on Facebook, or just a random speech on here.

Once, while I was writing this, I went through a suicidal stage. And many didn't know. I didn't cut or anything, just thought of many of the ways I could end it. I actually had a plan made that on the night of my 25th birthday, I would hang myself with a note at my side saying "Thank You :)"

But now, I feel happy. People here has made me feel welcome. I've helped people, and people has helped me. I've been acknowledged. Senpai has noticed me.

I'm not going to harm myself. I'm not going to die any time soon. At least, I don't plan on it. I can't help it if I die in a car crash, but I hope that won't happen. That would suck.

So, I would like to say thank you for reading. This isn't the end, hell no, I plan on making a second randomness book once I reach 200 parts on this one.

So, join me my Pringles on this journey of randomness!!!

Hmm... Journey of Randomness...

Found the title of my second randomness book XD