Yo, I need to die.
Like for real, for real.
Why do I destroy everything I create?
Why did Jehovah keep me alive?
I need him to tell me.
Confess, O God.
Spill the beans.
Why are you keeping it a secret?
Let me know why I must live.
I'm nothing.
Who Am I?
Who Am I?
I.
I am nothing.
Apparently.Can you make it like I never existed?
Erase me from everyone's minds.
Make everyone forget me.
Don't make me die.
Just nonexistent.
That's the peace everyone needs.
Free them from me.

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Finding Joy
شِعرI never spent time seeking joy. I only spent time making a bed comfortable enough in sadness to bare it. Now, I'll see and work at finding joy. This is a continuation of "We Are the Normal Ones: Memoirs of a Fallen Human".