V'loria it seems you are forgetting your place. Take out a pen and paper, please. Write down these reminders. Always remember:
Don't be seen or heard.
It's not you people want.
You are really annoying.
You're not that nice. People are tired of your kindness. So just stop.
If you must show yourself to others, you have to smile. They'll only recognize you if you smile. They can't tell the difference if it's real or not. So just do it.
Fade into the background.
Once your purpose is complete, leave. No one needs you to be in their life for a lifetime. You already know that. I don't know why you thought you could change that.
Cry alone.
Always remember, you aren't that important. You keep thinking you are it's really annoying.
Slide out. Exit left. Your scene was over a long time ago. Why are you sticking around?
Hey, where are you going? I'm not done. Sit back down. Good. Okay.
Where was I?
What's with that face? Oh, you can tell, huh? That depression is around the corner? We can end class here. I'll let them tell you the rest when they get here.
Wait. You're not done yet, though. You have to sit and write that 100 times.
Well, at least write neatly.
Write it pretty or you'll gave to stay longer.
Don't forget to put your name.
Little lightning girl.
Why. Why are you back, villain in my head. Why.
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Finding Joy
ŞiirI never spent time seeking joy. I only spent time making a bed comfortable enough in sadness to bare it. Now, I'll see and work at finding joy. This is a continuation of "We Are the Normal Ones: Memoirs of a Fallen Human".
