I can't focus on anything. 🤪 My mind is everywhere. I think I'm manic 😅 I feel so fidgety. I can't fall asleep. And I'm tired all the time 😩 lol like so, so tried. A drowsiness before you fall asleep. That level all day long.
Around 940pm the power went out in the bathroom and my room. So, I went to go turn it back on. I opened the garage door and as I was almost outside, I heard, "VLORIA". It was my dad. I turned around and he wasn't there. I thought maybe he called me from the ring camera. Or maybe somebody else called for me. But who's going to call for me? No one knows me in this neighborhood. My dad is asleep. I keep seeing things move in the corner of my eyes. Just dashing around me. I hate it.
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Finding Joy
PoetryI never spent time seeking joy. I only spent time making a bed comfortable enough in sadness to bare it. Now, I'll see and work at finding joy. This is a continuation of "We Are the Normal Ones: Memoirs of a Fallen Human".
