Loki x Reader | Arranged By Soul

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~Reader’s POV~

The batcheloret party actually ended up being a lot of fun, we drank and chatted and messed around it was such a nice stress reliever but throughout the night I couldn't help but feel off and alone. At one point I ended up actually missing Loki which was entering danger zone, we didn't feel things for one another I hated him and he hated me. To miss him scared me and I didn't know what to do, it wasn't until the day after I was told Loki, Thor and Odin went off for his batchelor get away and he wouldn't be back until tomorrow evening.

"So, we've covered the food, the colours and the flowers. Let's start discussing more important things." I was sat with Friga and Jane in Friga's office currently discussing more of the wedding plans since it was under 3 weeks now, and it was making me more and more nervous.

"The important stuff?" Jane squeals and jumps out of her chair.

"Yes like your dress!" I hum in agreement.

"Question, can we find similar dresses for the two of you? You've both kind of took me in and I'd really like it if you represented that." They both smile.

"Of course." I smiled.

"Right so why don't we start today and if we don't find anything today we can keep trying with the next week." I nod and smile as we all head to the boutique where rocks of dresses were lined up everywhere, my heart started to race with how surreal this was.

"Let's get started. Here we've already had some things picked out try these first." I sigh but put on a smile and do so, I get to trying everything that was picked for me on but everything just didn't fit right or show me off in any way positively.  We kept trying them on all of them until we had gotten to the last dress on the racks.

"See its very elegant and exactly what a princess would wear except its not flattering her in any way shape or form." The queen hums in agreement as I stand there being judged, it was very unnerving and unsettling but I just let it happen.

"We'll just try again tomorrow guys, it's not a big deal." I go to change out of the dress where once I had I put it back on a random rack.

"So why dont we discuss how the entire day is going to go. Now it'll start with the marriage reception where Y/n will come in to the throne room and bs handed to Loki where they will be connected and married, then immediately after they will sign their marriage where Y/n will then undergo the crowning ceremony right away and-" I stand up abruptly.

"Excuse me I have to go and...do something." I immediately rush from the room, it was all far too much. Them talking about how my life will be over is just insane and too much for me to handle, it was all completely overwhelming of how close it was. I hated Loki so much right now for not having to be dealing with this, he had left me to deal with this by myself. I know we're not actually together or even care for one another but at least he suffered as well, but he's left the idiot. I ended up back in his quarters, I still couldn't bring myself to call it 'ours' but I was back there and I knew I just needed to sort through everything so that's what I did. I started in one area of his quarters and I began rearranging everything in sight not too differently but still different enough for me to feel better.

I hadn't realised it was morning until I had just finished with the bedroom, I was going to start the bathroom but decided to get some food first but I really didn't want to run into anyone so I simply asked if Loira could bring some food for me. Once she had come back with food I had eaten it all and began on the bathroom cleaning and organising everything, it was extremely peaceful for me but hectic until I was done and I crashed.

It was getting later into the evening and I hadn't heard anyone enter the quarters until my name was said.

"Y/n?!"